THE BEGINNING

2009-07-26T13:57:00.000+08:00

change in link. ask from me.

the place where all true emotions are unveiled.

i dont know

2009-06-13T21:46:00.004+08:00

this is the worst feeling ever.

i need sara lee.

the terrible feeling in me. i cant get over it.
it's real bad. i dont know why it ever existed in me.
i thought it was just so easy to leave the past behind and start over again with a stronger friendship.
being used,the feeling of betrayal,the hurt which i tried so hard to not care about,the conflicts and all.

one year of friendship,arguments,conflicts.
has it ended here?
i want the friendship to stay & the rest gone.

it's too tough for me. sorry for asking & expecting too much,but i have never seen any real effort being put in. it's more of me being consistently discouraged & giving in.
the pain & damage inflicted on me is worse than you can ever imagine.

i have always been a strong girl.
tears dropped.
this has been worse than expected.

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press the reset

2009-05-09T15:27:00.002+08:00

i want everything to go back to the past.
have been emotional recently.
but i just cant bring myself to show those emotions.
so many things happen.
now i just feel crying for this instead of something that i'm supposed to cry for.

but,no.
i cant do it.
i must let this weak side of me show.

please let me press the reset.
the past will never come back.
i dont want to experience those sad times, i only want those happy times.

choir,you left me with alot.
i just dunno what to say.
all i can do now, is pray hard for the choir & myself for the best of everything.

my studies.
choir.
i need to ace my studies.
but i just feel so tired.. really really tired. really really really tired.

i need a new distraction, someone new.
let that new person be my goo junpyo or yun jihoo or so yijung.
i will be his geum jandi.
ohhh please, my goojunpyo i need you in my life to share all this with me.

well,it's just all my wishful thinking.
haha. :D

i'm so tired

2009-04-12T17:37:00.002+08:00

umm. i havent updated for ages. maybe not.
but these few weeks havent been a smooth one for me.
sighs.sighs.sighs.

right. choral exchange programs havent been that pleasing to attend.
even though we have had alot of practices in school,but we always screw up at the exchanges. :/
when will we ever perfect our songs? i'm just so worried.
allelujah has be quite ok.it's getting neater,but there are still more to be done.
however,the most crucial part of syf is the set piece.
freaking difficult. oh god. please tpjchoir, please please please take every practice seriously.
i dont want to lose that face of ours. and i dont want all our efforts to go to waste.
please get that GOLD together.
and to those SCs who will leave choir, i beg of you all to sing your very best before leaving the choir. if not, i dont think it will be any use for your SGC.

down with flu for 1 week already & i'm still barely recovering,cos i've been forcing myself to sing at every practice & i cant sing well as before. the agony DDD: really. i hate this. when can i ever stop worrying for choir? when can i ever stop letting my studies suffer? i really feel like quitting choir for many times. yes, i have thought of it. but when my mom told me to leave choir ever since i was retained, it just hurts me alot to think of the thought of leaving choir. that attachment to choir, the people there, the passion for singing is definitely indescribable.

sheesh.weeks of school has been okay. profiling tests results were definitely disappointing. and so was PW results. TP161 got B for our project. oh thank goodness. i was really scared tht we'll get a D or what. but thank goodness at least i have one A and one B in my result slip for A levels. which means, total focus on A levels these 2 years.

soccer matches in our school are damn fun. :) plus the company too. talked to sara about some stuff which was just basically updates only, matters from last year. and i discovered alot of new truths from someone who has become v frank towards me. and because of our cca, we had more to talk about. :D just that i hope that awkwardness between both of us will go away. thanks for being a good kor since we talked to each other on the first day. ^^

i love watching soccer. <333

TERM 2 STARTS

2009-03-23T22:48:00.004+08:00

yayness! :DDD
profiling tests for 3 subjects just ended today.
and i think i went crazy today.
AND I TOTALLY DID NOT STUDY FOR ANY OF THE 3 TESTS.
all thanks to MY GP HOMEWORK.
& i just felt like dying when teacher said to hand in only on THURS.
wth. i felt like a few thousand pounds dropped onto me.

AIYA. NEVER MIND LOR. hai me chiong like siao and had only 4 hrs of sleep.
and one week of holidays is not helping me. just because choir... -________- took up most of those days. and we had a VERY DISAPPOINTING performance on friday.
i'm just feeling so sad that whatever we done went to waste.
but somehow,i think the juniors have to quickly learn to feel the song with their old soul.
what i want,what the conductor wants, the emotions are just not there.
dynamics & tone are quite bad at this point of time. really.
aishhhh. let me see how to help them on wednesday. most of them are super airy now. sighs.

alright. there's only GP profiling left on thurs & fri.
i can just relax & revise for china studies & chem now.
haha. yay. something worth celebrating is ....... *drumrolls*

3rd jib is HERE!
in my hands! ;)
my beloved 3rd album & the poster is real pretty.
wait till i have my own room,then i'll laminate it & put it up!

oppa looks the hottest with those eyeliner.haha.

13beyond imagination
baby! :))))

SUNGMIN BABY IS LOOKING SO FINE!
love him sooooooooooo muchhhhhhhh!

thanks to dear lee sung min, he lights up my life & i'll just smile like a big idiot or pabo when i see him.

SORRY SORRY

2009-03-19T23:29:00.006+08:00

alright,i know i'm not supposed to be here updating but suppose to be sleeping.
but i've got some stuff to share with.

okay. i think rogieee's pm is cracking me up! apparently i understand what he means,just that it looks like a potential misunderstanding statement. :D and i'm not gonna tell you who's that certain someone. MUAHAHAHAHHA.

my SHORRY SHORRY SHAWTY SHAWTY albummmmmmmmmm is HERE! :D
yupp yuppp! my dear krisssssyyyyy unni has helped me ordered version B! :)))
thank goodness we ordered as soon as it was released. hopefully we can help add on to their sales in Korea. :DDD

and jiayi! i havent talked to you for agessss! (: i miss fangirling with you la! ^^
YES YES YES! the 13 smexy boys are just so adjshgbfkl GREAT & AWESOME!!!

SHOW YOU AGAIN! INKIGAYO COMEBACK STAGEEEEE~

i love their dance steps!i'm gonna master the steps! (but maybe in 1 year time? lol) haehyukmin are love!!!! our gentleman choi is forever that smexy & charismatic! yay! :D kyuuuuuu is SO HANDSOME. thank goodness chul had his haircut. dont like his,teuk,geng's hair though. someone told me they looked like drug addicts. with all those messy hair. lol. YESUNG'S HOTTER BABYY~ haha. you wont get edited too much,sunggie! lol. :)
ryeomin's collabs & harmonisation are the best ya? haha.
love them like how i love krisyy unni! haha. :D cos they have the best teamwork & heavenly voices that blend perfectly!

anyways, this Sorry Sorry acapella cover is the best! by 8eight.
they are freaking talented & sound heavenly!

i'm gonna put up my collab with mingen & cheryl anne as long as we can perfect our parts like them! :D
haha.i wanna form my own acapella dance group! & be like dongbangsuju babys ;) weeeeeee~~

lalalalalalalalalalalala~ :D

Meeting the Maestro on TUESDAY

2009-03-17T21:50:00.002+08:00

choir's taking up my whole holiday. but i'm loving it. :DDD
but my attempts to finish my homework & revise for profiling tests are FAIL.
sadly,just because, i love the company i'm having during this holidays. :)
thank goodness i'm not a camwhore,if not,your com will lag & hang & whatever many pictures can do to slow your processor. muahahahaha.

i'm definitely loving this choir, cos the improvement after every practice really makes me feel so proud of them. although we were once a nelson choir,now,we belong to ms ong. and i feel the change from last year & this year & the new & old batch. :)

yeah.okay,morning prac was SOOOOOOO groggy. but at least all of us get warmed up faster. Nachkvacht sounded better than all the previous practices. but, sops were still tooooooo FIERCE. not gentle enough,especially the high notes. ermm. no other comments.

bus ride wasnt that fun only except i knocked my head DAMN hard against the seat when i just turned back fast when yvonne tried to take my pic. SHEESH. DAMN PAIN SIA.
siew mai is CUTE. & FUNNY CAN.
we were talking halfway then he choked on his water.
haha. & i was LOLing at him.
BUTTTTTTTTTT his hiccups during Nachkvacht [whatever you spell it] was EPIC! CLASSIC! CHOIGO! JJANG! THE BEST SIA! LOL.
DAMN FUNNY & CUTE! :)))))
the atmosphere was supposed to be "romanticccc", so the choir was sounding so emotional until a break where siew mai couldnt control it & just hiccuped!
FREAKING AWKWARD FOR HIM!
the maestro & the rest of us giggled. it was just SOOO funnily CUTE!

P.S i'm not eyeing on siew mai! haha.

ANYWAYS, today's session is super productive! at least the maestro really brought the emotions out within us. i hope it continues until SYF is O-V-E-R. this is so useful,like seriously.
i wanna make sure the GOLD (hopefully with honours) is coming our way!

OK. WE HAD BAN MIAN. BAN MIAN BAN MIAN. AT ROXY SQUARE.
haha. IT'S THE BEST MAN! LOL
gossip session plus ban mian. woah.
and study session was super UNPRODUCTIVE.
but i enjoyed the gossip session. gosh gosh gosh man.
WE ARE SOOOOO GOSSIPY & maybe not that bitchy.
haha. but here & there,here & there, we could just talk about any random stuff.
CHOIR PEOPLE ARE LOVE <33333.
but one lesson learnt = EASTPOINT BK IS THE BEST CONDUSIVE PLACE TO STUDY OUTSIDE. better than AIRPORT.

i love the choir people who i studied together today :)
sara,amanda,mingen,esther,cheryl anne,ruishan,xiaotong,rebecca,eric,roger youuuuu :D
i think everyone can learn the GEEE~ dance together ^^

march holidays

2009-03-15T17:24:00.007+08:00

okay. for one week i havent updated my blog since the day i returned from camp.
you can say i've been just pure lazy to update..

i have many thoughts to type out,but i just cant bring myself to type them here.
maybe its just sudden thoughts, that's why i dont see the need to blog them here.

it has been the last week of term 1.
time flies real fast.

the camp was quite successful, partly due to the smooth sailing of all activities.
i can say most groups really enjoy themselves,except for mine [?]
i dont know for what reason,i just feel so sorry to my group,for being unable to bring the bond closer to each other. i feel that i have been real biased sometimes.
but it has also made me wake up from my fantasy.
& the saying " never judge a book by its cover" is definitely true.
all i can say, never judge a guy by his looks.
xinying & wanchin shld understand what i mean. amanda too, if she reads this.
i shall not elaborate further here.cos it's more convenient to discuss it face to face.

studying hasnt really be smooth sailing for me cos the homework list seems to keep on piling up.
i need to finish my homework like real soon.
but i'm real glad i found alot of studying partners in my social circle,including my friends & juniors.

choir will be freaking busy next week.
and i've been throughly exhausted by practices every week.
sometimes,i really feel like i shouldnt be in choir.i really sing out loud [literally reaching the extent of shouting] but i dont see why my section cant be heard.
i'm really damn disappointed.
second,i admit my tempo maybe wrong sometimes.but i'll cant help being frustrated whenever i get said at when i'm correct.

i guess i still have really alot of things to reflect on.

holidays are packed & one week isnt enough for me to catch up with my work.
i need to study hard,but 4 days are ald packed. & i'll still study in school everyday.
gosh.gosh.gosh.

another thing, i dont know what's the point of me existing on this planet when i always get teased at, "suan-ed" at by almost everyone.
it's just so humiliating.
really. they never feel sorry for whatever they say.
i just cant feel the sincerity in their apologies.
sucky life.
no one ever knows when i've been hurt real bad.
the pain just accumalates.
arghhh. my fault.my fault.my fault.

......................................................................................................................................................................

happy things to talk about (:
ytd had lunch-plus-supposedly-a-study-session-which-is-a-finish-homework-session with the comm people,esther & azri :D
lunch was damn funny.
actually way before that.
it was after practice while waiting for ms ong to give us instructions, when everything fun started.
gossip session was EPIC ytd.
whatever weird weird names we had for the people we were talking about was the best man!
lol. the others couldnt understand what we were talking about & totally asked who was who.
nyways, it's all between the 3 of us, esther+manda+me :)
damn funny can.
i seriously think the lunch session ytd was freaking fun.
first time with amanda & cheryl & esther & azri at lunch.
the guys were damn bad,talking crap & cracking us up.
shit la. plus out clueless conversation was madness too.

march holidays are so going to be better & fun.
plus the studying too.
with different groups of people.

my 13 babies are back!
with SORRY SORRY 쏘리 쏘리

pabo yesunggg. haha.
the boys in the waiting room ^^

and OHHH, i'm so happy my baby is doing well. <333

go youtube to check their comeback stage!
my baby & wookie are the most charismatic boys on stage!
& their voices go real welllll together.
something worth mentioning: yesung's becoming hotter already baby!
wooohoooo~
hyukkie oppa's hair isnt that nice,but he still looks equally smexyyy :DDD

only Super Junior can brighten up my life.
❤❤❤

BACK FROM CHOIR CAMP :)

2009-03-07T20:39:00.001+08:00

soooooooooooooooooo tiredddddddddddddddddddddddd.

will update about it soon. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)

2009-03-04T00:14:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YVONNE SOH YING YAN! :DDD

i know you won't see this. but, i'll still post this up.
happy 18th birthday,girl!
i will bu hui your birthday celebration during camp :)

anyway, i feel obliged to put this up.

SMAP & TOHOSHINKI'S COLLAB.

Purple Line & Why Did I Fall In Love With You

:) the 2 groups. of different generations.
the uncles & the young men.
the married & the unmarried
there are so many comparisons that you can point out from their collab.
maybe for the good side.
cos since they are from different countries & different generations, there will somehow still be a clash in their voices.
it's great to see their collaborations.
but i still prefer the boys' voices to SMAP's,even though i listened their songs before dongbang even debuted. :D

IMPORTANT: 12 MARCH 2009 IS SUPER JUNIOR'S 3RD COMEBACK AFTER 1 YEAR & 6 MONTHS!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I CANT WAIT TO SEE MY 13 BOYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!

i love 2009. mugger year,suju year,dongbang year.the year which i will cherish most. <333

HIGH DAY! :)

2009-03-03T21:21:00.003+08:00

i love this day today :) not because it's SQ554's day, cos the events today are really very memorable. :D

it was a day of worries for the first half of the day.
luckily teacher forgot that we had lessons at 8, so she came in late.
haha. :)
but, this is the first time in my life that i'm so AFRAID of a math test on basic curves.
BASIC GRAPHS ARE FREAKING SIMPLE.
but it seems really really really super difficult to MEMORISE for me. ;/
and it's not even a test in the first place.
the worries of a retainee.
just because teacher will have high expectations,that's why i cant afford to lose my face in front of the freshmen classmates.
feeling shitty.sighs.

i'm just fine with chem,BUT,practical part is so sai for me la..so so sai..
i dunno why i always screw up my experiments.
it shows that i'm not suited to do such things in the first place.
i never liked science hands-on in the first place for data collection.
sighs.
i need to mugggggg my chem,like real bad.
you know,this year, i really understand whatever i'm doing for math & chem!
it just seems so magical..
i'm proud of this point :D really.

okay.mr gay was on mc,so,i was totally free for a long time.
had study session today with jasmine (first half), xinying & wanchin.
i can say, we really spent more time talking than doing work.
but at least we still achieved alot of things in the end.
HAHA.
pretty boys can really do alot of things to you.
just by looking at them,you will just find alot of motivation to do stuff,ESPCIALLY MAKING YOU STUDY.
the charisma of a true life one that exists in both xinying & my life now,is really powerful la.
haha.i was sooooo angry with him last week,now i think i'll just melt & surrender. [LOL.JUST KIDDING] but i rather still be angry with him,so i wont spazz toooooo muchhhhh about him.
LOL.XINYING~ GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE. :) only both of us understand each other. haha. AND YOU SOOOOOOO DID NOT BLOG HOP CAN.. HAHA. your fangirling specialties all coming out le hor? haha.

it's really easy to differentiate between still ok & pretty boys. the exposure to korean celebs will be the most accurate benchmark to determine the standards of a pretty boy. :)
it is sooooo true. but prettyboy's not my veggie. ^^
i dunno why 554's still so attractive to me. :) but it doesnt last long.
seriously.
i dont go for dongsaengs alright. haha.
but because of xinying,because of what she said,it's really benifital for us to study tgt.
haha.

wanchin,xinying were soooooo highhhhhhhh today,just because wanchin got to hear both of their voices when i asked them sth. & xy was always so zhunnnn looking over at the table where changmin sat in her dreams,where it so happened 554 sat.LOL.
SUPER FUNNY CAN.

傻孩子们，谢谢你们陪我一起看美好的风景 :)
虽然你们实际上是我的大姐，但是，我们的 mentality 还属于。。。
我们是永远长不大的孩子!!!
和你们一起读书，看美男子和飞机真好！
又在那儿一起疯我们的东方宝贝儿们。
我们一定要好好读书，只愿我们永远能在读书的时候看男孩。^^

THE SECRET CODE

2009-03-01T22:01:00.003+08:00

my dearest dong bang babies! :D
i love them so muchhhhh more.

here's their full album songs preview :)
i dont mind spending my money on them.but it's recession now,shldnt they drop the price alil? :/

promos for mirotic album ended long ago..i miss their performances..
BOLERO -> MIROTIC ASIA TOUR
now they're back again soon.. with their NEW JAPPPPPPPPPPPPP ALBUMMMMMM 4th ONE.

GOSH. HOTNESS!!! REALLY HOT!!!
haha. can their pictures be released much faster so that i can go get the same haircut as jaejae ^^

ahhhhhhh.. i want this BIGGGGGGGGGG POSTER!!!!
Postcard picture of the boys with their luscious kissable thick pinkkk lips :D to digress, i think SMTOWN Live in Bangkok is by far the best! with the TV Station recording the whole event & with a friend who came back with SHIRTS that i want!! :D
haha. more of dongbang, coming soon.. :)

New Blogskin

2009-03-01T16:42:00.004+08:00

hello~
my blogger has been dead for sometime.
& i'm always lazy to update.

but it's time for me to share some pictures :)

my smexy lee min ho & cutie kim bum <333
i just love junpyo's flat hair.
korean guys are love <333 woohoo~
but i wont forget my 18 dbsj pretty darlings.

i love the font for this new blogskin.
it totally suits my style.
anyway,i think i shall blog both here & lj.
at least i spam on my own blog instead of the choir blog.

Choir Camp is coming soon! [my sj boys always say this. ^^]
i'm gonna love it.

haha.for the abrupt ending. :D

60 things most girls dont know

2009-01-25T02:07:00.003+08:00

haha.
okay.. i found this at jiaqi (css1) 's blog.
i think it's super cool la.

60 things most girls dont know

Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!
(oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)

--"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

--Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

--Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

--Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

--A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

--Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

--Guys get jealous easily.

--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

--Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

--Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

--Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

--Girls are guys' weaknesses.

--Guys are very open about themselves.

--It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

--Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

--If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

--Guys will brag about anything.

--Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.

--No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

--Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

--Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

--Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

--Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

--Try to be as straightforward as possible.

--If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

--If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

--When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

--Guys don't really have final decisions.

--If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

--When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

--Guys like femininity not feebleness.

--Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

--Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

--Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

--If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

--Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

--A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

--No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

--Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.

--We don't like girls who are too skinny.

--We love it when girls talk about there boobs.

--Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ....

--Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...

--When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

--Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..

--Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...

--Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.

--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

wow. an eyeopener. :D

2009-01-14T21:27:00.002+08:00

hello~
you people can find me at lj too! :D
same link too.
i guess i hvnt been updating consistently. :D
i just love the fonts there at lj.
but i'll be juggling between both blogs.
idk why.. but,yup. :)

hopefully someone can help do up a nice nice blogskin with lj layout.
if not,i'll just move to lj.

hmm..

it's 2009

2009-01-01T00:34:00.004+08:00

happy new year 2009!
happy birthday, my dear yeobu!
happy birthday, my dear lee sung min!!!

생일축해!!!
사랑해 영원히~

my baby,my angel,my darling.
it has been one year already.
stay cute & manly forever~
i owe you a birthday spazz post.
mianhae

누가 뭐라 해도 You're my Crazy Love
미쳤다고 해도 Just can't get enough
이런 나의 맘을 그댄 알아주겠죠
Baby My Heart Beats for U

Translation:
No matter what anybody says, you're my crazy love,
Though they say I'm crazy, Just cant get enough,
I hope you will acknowledge my feelings,
Baby, my heart beats for you

알아요 It's My Crazy Love for U

2nd Day of Christmas

2008-12-26T02:52:00.003+08:00

HELLO EARTHLINGS!

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL! :DDD

LOL.

Tag Replies

josh: Merry Christmas to you too! ^^

jonathon: HELLOO! but, how on earth did you get here? O.O

haha. carolling's over. finally. phew~ umm. will update abt Xmas eve dinner with the ppl who i have seen for more than 5 times in this whole month. maybe more than that.

P.S ok. apparently i think junsu's font doesnt show in the previous post unless you install su's handwriting font in your com.

woohoo~

2008-12-16T01:39:00.005+08:00

안녕하새요!

woohoo~ can you guess who's handwriting is this?lol. DUH. not mine la.

it's my beloved dolphin boy who is officially 22 ytd!

김준수

It’s just so weird cos it’s really 김수수’s cute handwriting which i‘m obviously not used to.

haha. i love him for no reason luh. he's so cute,adorable who's super talented in gags.

maybe i just find some similarities btwn him & me ^^

TAG REPLIES
mingen: uhh.i think maybe you shldnt use "freaking" as an adjective to describe a fangirl like me (: it just sounds so... weird.lol. do i look like bullseye to you? please use Amos as your practice board for shooting ^^ :D
wookchun^^: heehee. i love my nam pyun too! uhh. but your shilang~ cuteness overloaded! but cant win my yeobu ;)

anyway,practice in school was madness.

not only that. dryness & desperateness [lol. where's my spelling gone to~]

PJChoir came over for prac. [luckily they were to come,not us go to their sch] . lol. it kinda felt that our home ground is being raided by so many strangers. but,frankly speaking,it seems that we're equally pathetic in numbers for both choirs.

OK. i guess we have really lots of simliarities,esp in the comm or just those who went for dinner.

the STRONG bond forged btwn both choirs have to be credited partly to the WYCF ppl & esp, *erherm* joel koh & *clears throat* ________ :)

dinner was fun.got to know hannah [she's half-korean! ^^),dennis,wilson & the other pj ppl.

shuling was the first tho. haha. i guess our choirs can click quite well,cos of,gossips.

definitely lots to talk about with anyone. we're happily shooting words at Amos when the others left.lol. yeah,you're right. i'm vengeful,that's why you were just digging your own grave,Amos. :) [and that's why i fit best as jaejae's ideal girl ^^ short straight hair,lil vengeful,will tell her handsome faithful bf tt she loves him. omo. so cheesy~ shldnt have ate cheese bake rice. -.-"']

haha. i guess it was dennis,cassandra,wilson,amos,ruishan & i left at Eastpoint aft dinner. plus joel k still thanked the rest of us who ps them for creating such an opportunity for him. lol. still that thick-skinned. everyone can figure out his motives la. hohoho~

okay.seriously,i'm nosey la. but secrets i'm told of,i shut my mouth real firm. dont worry,your secrets' safe with me. :) come entertain me with gossips ppl!haha.

uhhh. gee,all the dogs were super cute. & i want a toy poodle! we were also busy naming the dogs regardless of the gender,just because they look so kawaii & cute :D

lol. just felt happy that i went for the dinner with the grp of people. it may still be the same even if i dont go. but, everyone's just to busy shooting each other. haha.

i wan to go jem's hse to (1) see his hse (2) play mahjong (3) see his dog (4) raid his wardrobe! ^^

hopefully there's future chances for the few of us to continue to go out & chat & gossip tgt. haha.

Kbox! :) please let me sing Rising Sun!!!! ><

ㅎㅎㅎ

TPJChoir & PJChoir are in-laws le wor~ haha.

plus! our choirs are becoming shooting clubs (: just that we shoot with words,not fake bullets. haha.

love them so,excluding bitchy stuff. :3

^ㅂ^

ㅋㅋㅋ

P.S i'm not a korean freak & not everything about me is korean. & i do not act as a Korean. i'm a pure SINGAPOREAN who loves the korean language & the talented artistes in the thriving entertainment industry there. i wont let Amos shoot back at me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMJUNSU! <333

2008-12-15T02:04:00.002+08:00

kim jun su
saengilchukahamnida!

happy birthday dear junsu!
happy birthday to junho too!

오빠,힘내!
하하하~
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

생일축하해!!!

사랑해 영원히!

*heart shape over head*

^ㅂ^

TVfXQ's Ideal Girls

2008-12-13T15:50:00.006+08:00

tsk tsk tsk

Xiah Junsu
1. Doesn't admire girls who overreact and dress very special for a certain thing
2. Understanding
3. A little girly
4. Straight hair with slightly wavy ends
5. Would rather spend time with him than her friends (if necessary)
6. Polite to her friends

Micky Yoochun
1. Pretty
2. Cute
3. Sometimes dresses like Lee Hyori
4. Extremely layered hair

Max Changmin
1. Cooks well
2. Good in English
3. Doesn't really care about something (Simple)
4. Dresses female-gangster-style (Half-ish)

Hero Jaejoong
1. A girl who will always tell him she loves him
2. Has a student-type fashion
3. A little vengeful
4. Straight, short hair

U-Know Yunho
1. Tall
2. Long, straight hair
3. Fickle
4. Gives special events
5. Wild (Club Style I guess?)
6. Someone like Jun Ji Hyun

i shall leave to your own judgment to determine if you fit the boys' ideal girl criteria.
:)

maybe i shall analyze who i'm ideal for.
woohoo~

Xiah Junsu
1. Doesn't admire girls who overreact and dress very special for a certain thing [you got it! :D]
2. Understanding [YEAH! i'm understanding :) just ask my friends.]
3. A little girly [haha. yeah. most of the time i'm tomboyish ^^]
4. Straight hair with slightly wavy ends [uhh ohh. straight hair yes. slightly wavy ends.. nah.. how long anyway?]
5. Would rather spend time with him than her friends (if necessary) [yeah. if susu's mine,i'll rather spend time with him. lol.]
6. Polite to her friends [ :) you know the answer]

Micky Yoochun
1. Pretty [lol. not me ;) my unni. anw,you belong to her ald.]
2. Cute [-________- NOT ME.]
3. Sometimes dresses like Lee Hyori [lol.chun ah~ -.-''']
4. Extremely layered hair [lol.yeah. but, you're taken. & i wont want you. :D ]

Max Changmin
1. Cooks well [eehhh. isnt jae the best cook? :) nah. i dunno how to cook]
2. Good in English [definitely!]
3. Doesn't really care about something (Simple) [uhhh.. i dont get it?]
4. Dresses female-gangster-style (Half-ish) [lol.uhh noo.]

Hero Jaejoong
1. A girl who will always tell him she loves him [lol. i will. :) ]
2. Has a student-type fashion [uhhh. dont think it can apply in my situation now. but i'm still a student :D]
3. A little vengeful [well,i am :) why dont you say,i'm very competitive]
4. Straight, short hair [YES!YES!YES! *STRIKES LOTTERY*]

U-Know Yunho
1. Tall [sighs. i'm vertically challenged. anyway,how tall is your tall,yunho?]
2. Long, straight hair [OUT. totally opposite of jaejae's. must be his jeon ji hyun fantasy agn]
3. Fickle [heh?]
4. Gives special events [always! i can think of many events]
5. Wild (Club Style I guess?) [haha. you love clubbing huh?]
6. Someone like Jun Ji Hyun [ummm.why dont you just ask jeon ji hyun out?lol.]

umm.looks like it's jaesu. :) either one of them.
ottoke?

but i still love them so. haha.
time shall determine everything.

^------------^

2008-12-13T02:03:00.009+08:00

O.M.O!
kim susu!
>____<

lol
jaejae,i know you love singing :)))

aigoo aigoo aigooo..
parkchunnie!
my brother-in-law!
how could you!
you'll make my unni faint!

JUST BECAUSE...

:)

JJ!
let me help you with your hat you pabo! :D

susu ah~
wae yo?
why dont you just kiss chunnie on the lips?!

i love yoosu!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Picture Spam :D

AHHH~ i could just faint like that.
omg.should i get the calender? :D
dong bang Baby, i love you soooooooo muchhhhh! woohoo~
[omg.so cheesy~ *shivers*]
SM,you are the best in snatching my money away & for grooming soooooo much talent in the boys :D

love love love
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

from wookchun's blog:

And why korean guys are better than singaporean ones.

1) They have great taste in fashion, and they are not afraid to wear pink, or layers or etc.
2) They are tall and good looking (based on my experience)
3) They eat kimchi, and therefore are very healthy. (according to joyce, kimchi is the healthiest vege around)
4) They feel that they need to take care of their women, and protect them at all costs. (just watch all kdramas)
5) and because, micky is korean.

i shall continue with the reasons why korean guys are better than singaporean guys.
or maybe i shall revise my own version :)

why korean guys are better than singaporean guys?

1) kimchi is definitely the healthiest food on earth,even though it doesnt smell pleasant to others but delicious to me :)
2) great fashion taste [agree with wookchun's pnt]
they're not gay
3) they're tall & good looking (*nods furiously*)
4) they're cute even when they do stupid dorky stuff.
5) they learn more than one language & have different dialects,which make them cuter :D
6) they definitely want to protect the women that they love the most.
7) they have alot of talents in doing anything
8) Super Junior's Lee Sung Min (01 jan) is korean.
9) TVfXQ's best dancer cum leader Jung Yun Ho (06 feb) is korean.
10) they are capable of creating many talented popular pop groups.

TAG REPLIES

mingen: yupp. ruishan has a blog (: heehee. come come come! mahjong session! i want EUROPE! E.U.R.O.P.E!!! please please please come back fast & study with me! ♥♥♥
chooyan: ♥ aiyooo~ at least you know that's cheesy. lol. want some mayo to go with? :DDD sorry! i dont mean to ignore you. it's just that carolling & my studies are giving me the headache. mianhae!
wookchun: ♥ unni! looks like there's really alot for us to catch up with each other le wor! :D haha. havent seen you for weeks & there's lots to tell you! i cant wait to see you soon la. & we seriously have to choose another date for the party thing leh. seriously. & i wanna do song collaborations! plus need to get good voice recorder & mp4 :) let's sing dong bang's ballads tgt! & i'll do the raps & other vocal parts for the fast songs!
TRISH: ♥ TRISHHHHYYYY~~~ ahhh! HELLLOOOOOOO DEARRR~~ aiya aiya aiya! YOU ME JAN & MINGEN should meet up someday to get back stuff from each other. LOL. your $30 :)
jiayi,ng: ♥ hey girl!!! yep, i'm fine (: just felt like emo-ing recently. actually i'm not really bothered by whatever emo stuff i mention :D haha. havent talked to you for ages. ahhhh :)

:) found this at other blogs while bloghopping.

for those who are born in
AUGUST
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive ( unless you are refering to my nose haha ) but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

haha.my attributes. :D lol. 98% is true :)
woohoo~

♥♥♥♥♥
my u-know,my max,my hero,my xiah,my micky

이성민

2008-12-10T11:47:00.003+08:00

you make my day happy
♥
squishhyy sungmin :D

xoxo

UTTERLY DEPRESSED

2008-12-08T23:35:00.005+08:00

I have been thinking alot these few days.
umm.yupp.just have been thinking about alot of stuff especially after the day i emo-ed.
all kinda depressing stuff. seriously.

homework,revision & any school academic related stuff..
i feel the burden.
at least i didnt waste ALOTTTTTTTTT of time as compared to how i usually behave.
D: but, it's still there. the burden. i seriously..
*sighs*

okay. the emo-ing session really made me realise alot of stuff.
ALOT which i have never ever ealised before. i know i shouldnt be bothered by such stuff.
but, it still bothers me. and it would never go away.
anyway,i know no one will be reading this except me.
ME & MYSELF. ONLY ME.
i'm such a saddist. :(

maybe i'm just too sensitive about relationship issues,especially friendships. D:
i just dunno why. i withdrawed from the WYCF thing.
i'm happy that i'll have much more time to study & be not so busy.
that's a good thing.
bad thing,i got said by someone that i pangseh-ed him.
that didnt matter to me much.
but, after when i meet the other comm ppl, i can start to feel it.
i feel so left out. so lonely. even though mingen was there with me, but, i suddenly felt so weird.
it's just like,we are slowly becoming strangers. :(
before that,we're quite close,bonded. they were the group of ppl who i love being with.
but now, i just feel like curling back into my shell. D:
there was one less thing that i could talk to them & gossip about or what.
ummm. not one less thing. actually,it's really alot of things.
maybe the rest cant feel it,since they are not me.

idk.
and now,i feel history is repeating itself. yet again.
can you please stop torturing me?
i'm really sick of such things happening to me again. really.
ok. while preparing for the j2 farewell party, joel k, vonne, ruishan & i were kinda close.
maybe ruishan doesnt have to be included in the picture atm.
i'm like always arguing/playing ard/quarreling with joel k all the time for fun.
but after a conver on msn,our friendship sort of changed. (hopefully,it's just what i feel)
idk if he said all those stuff for fun,but leaving the choir is really unacceptable.seriously.
plus wycf, we're almost like strangers?
& he's closer to vonne just because they live so nearby each other.
i dunno. it's really like what happen 2 years ago.
like bojun & cheryl.
i was close to bojun for quite a while.
after some events,he became super close to cheryl.
uhhh.
i guess, i have to admit, i'm jealous of people getting close to each other in their friendship just because it causes that level of closeness in my friendship with the person to decrease.[?]
it not applies to me & my close guy friend? even btwn my girl friends?
seriously, i feel like i'm too attention seeking. :( maybe i just dont have really a group of close friends or what. ever since young, i'm like some extra person. :(

maybe,i just need more love & attention from my friends. D:
MAYBE.

*sadness x1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000*

ottoke? i always feel super left out. at all times. no matter what.
really. chong mal. should i just live in my own world? would it be better?
better to stay anti-social? so that i wont be bothered by such issues so frequently?

do i even have close friends who really treat me as their close friends?
i wont even think of myself having a boyfriend or getting married in the future. D;
sighs.

is this inferiority?

low self-esteem?

over thinking?

i guess i wont expect much people to comfort me or what by tagging the tagboard since no one will see this.

[ho ah~ thanks for such a beautiful pic.ilysm,jyh!]

dunno why ndj appeared in my dreams last night.
maybe my same-age-as-me-cousin is cuter than him (:

Kara 카라 - Pretty Girl

2008-12-05T12:53:00.005+08:00

카라 is cute :D
i'm starting to love their songs (:
especially their latest single from their 2nd mini album Pretty Girl 프리티 걸 .

lol. looks like i'm happy again ^^

please watch their new MV.

i love KARA! :DDD

E-M-O

2008-12-05T04:44:00.005+08:00

바보.

why are you so emo?
why am i so emo?

왜요?
왜도?

i'm a stupid idiotic who acts emo for no reason & gets really emo.

and all of a sudden,all the emotions start rushing in to me.
if this goes on, it'll turn into depression. :(

이완링,니가바보야???

녀~ 너무바보...

오늘,난 너무바보.

hopefully this lasts only for one day (:
and i hopefully will be back to normal.
i must not be stupid or idiotic to act emo again.

i shall not snatch the emo throne from pres jem. ^^

STUDY + MAHJONG = study mahjong session.

왜

2008-11-21T23:00:00.002+08:00

멍.

미망.

왜?

life is just an act.
everyone's putting on an act.
why do this?

life's tough.
no one said it was easy.

we.
always question ourselves on how we live life.
when we see how others live their life, especially their social life, we're always envious to some extent if their life is much better than ours.

just be yourself.
don't act & pretend to be strong in times of weaknesses.

my lips hurt.
from the cold.
my heart hurts.
because of money.
my head hurts.
with all this nonsense.

2008-11-21T22:49:00.002+08:00

どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう?

SHANGHAI 2008

2008-11-09T12:01:00.003+08:00

hello.

SHANGHAI!!!

weeee~ :DDDD
here i come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omo.omo.omo.
너무 김장!!!

my first time to go on the plane.
my first time to China.
my first time overseas on an airplane.
my first time going overseas w/o my parents.
my first time going with my cousin,uncle & aunt :DDD
my first time not on a guided trip!

SO MANY FIRST TIMES!

i'm gonna get lots of things back :DDD
for my beloved friends, fangirls & myself

mmm. maybe i should get some souvenirs for my choir girls :)
maybe i should settle my counseling stuff first before leaving.
& i should finish all my holiday homework before thurs.

:D

MIROTIC ALBUM VER C!!!

i still love LEE SUNG MIN the most!!! :DDD

mingen: lol. i love sungmin's type! but it doesnt necessary apply to any other boys that i like in other groups. haha. :D no one can replace the cuteness in sungmin. ;D
yunho is SHUAI one! but i love all the dongbang boys, so whoever i like most in dongbang is not fixed. ;D haha.

P.S I HOPE TO SEE SJ-M AT THE AIRPORT OR WHAT. :DDDD & I NEED TO CHARGE MY CAM BATT!!! :DDDD

유노 윤호 : 大家好，我们是东方神起！

2008-11-07T15:52:00.005+08:00

i need some yoosu love ♥♥♥

Zzz.
for one week, i havent update this.
haha. it has been really one exciting week.
apparently, there seem to be only one or two souls that tag me.
updating is really a chore,when i dont even know if i want people to comment on whatever i say or i just say what i want.

sighs.
the damn OP is over.
and we're the last batch to do project work.
너무 황당!!!
찐짜!!!
super ridiculous can?
why is it always our batch which either starts or ends some education trend?
HELLO.
it's not nice to be a guinea pig sometimes.
정말~

NEVER MIND.
it's OVER.
O-V-E-R!!!
OVER & OVER!!!

uhh.. then, it was the results.
i really thank the school for giving me a second chance to prove myself.
i'm conditionally advanced.
i dont consider myself as retained,
neither am i promoted to j2 officially.
SO STRESSFUL.
sighs.
i'm in between.
omg. i'm real worried for my physics.
must pia this two months for everything no matter what.
please help to keep me awake by sending my lipton tea [3-in-1 packet type] :D
and helping me with my work. :)
lol. thanks, ROGER! for offering your help! i really appreciate it!
i'll ask you lots of questions!
now,i've got really alot of alternatives, alot of people who i can ask help from!
all my smart friends, i need your help!!!
SERIOUSLY!!!

i need to pass and score for the test.
i dont want SYF.
i wanna go to europe.
i want to ace my Alevels.

& damn.
i'm gonna prove to myself.
LEE WAN LING.
PLEASE WAKE UP!
STOP FAN-GIRLING!!!
(ehhhh... no no no.. cant stop fan-girling)
PLEASE REDUCE YOUR LEVEL OF FAN-GIRLING TO THE LOWEST!!!

:D
화이팅, my dear self!

jung yunho,i love you!!!
so cute!

♥

黑眼圈

2008-10-30T23:34:00.003+08:00

chinese sucked full time.
for the first time in my life, i felt that my doing of the paper is so dumb.
VERY DUMB.
uhh. one word to sum up the papers today:
RIDICULOUS

i failed myself.
scoring A in chinese always doesn't prove to be a good gauge.the paper was still ok.
UNTIL THE COMPRE MCQs.
it was like: OMG. wth are the options?
it's always one of the last 2 options left after elimination would give you the correct answer.
but which answer is it?
both answers are so similar, but making a choice was very difficult.
it's so stupid to do such a paper.
sighs.
i can't do anything about it. i think even the topics which the teachers spotted didn't even come out. am i lucky to say that i didnt even study for today's chinese paper? :/

cos i just joined Facebook.
What's so nice about it? i cant get too addicted to it.
addicted like to youtube. :DDD
it's definitely tiring. but i can say, facebook is better than friendster. (:
muahahahahahaha. with the games & other things. ;)

mmm. this blog is so dead. visitor numbers dont seem to increase cos the new tagboard is quite empty. please tag, my dear readers! :DDD
all the best for OP next week & alvls to the seniors! :)

now i feel like blogging one para in chinese...

哇.. 最近好累噢.. 整个眼睛都要闭上了.. 不只是什么让我如此的累..
又要想到又有合唱团练习，我整个认真的累坏了..
加上华文会考，OP 和合唱团练习，我简直会发疯！
schedule 都被安排得满满, 一挤就是那么多~

啊~ 疲惫的我好像好好的休息啊!!!
让我休息吧！

원더걸스 : Saying I Love You

2008-10-29T16:17:00.003+08:00

whenever i listen to this song, i love it so much.
when will i get the chance to sing this to someone?
lol.

Wonder Girls – Saying I Love You

[Yoobin] non nul naege malhaettji wae saranghandan malhaji anhnyago
nal saranghagin hanyago

[Sunmi] gunde nan malya jomdo dalkomhage joldae ijulsu obge
yonghwasoge yonin dulchorom gobaek haryogo

[Sohee] gidaryosso hwinnunul naeeje
malhalge nol wihae akkyo duwottdon gumal

[Sunye] saranghae haessalboda nunboshin noye misorul nal anajudon
noye dusonul saranghae saranghae

[Yeeun] yaksokhae na joldae nol ttona jianhulge
irohke nul neeyope sosona malhalge

[Yoobin] mwol guri mangsorinyago guge guri oryobnyago
nae mamul dutgo shipdago

[Sunmi] gunde nan malya jomdo tukbyolhage suchyo jinagaji anhke
gu onu nalboda arumdabge giokdwidorok

[Sohee] gidaryosso hwinnunul na ije
malhalge nol wihae akkyodowottdon gumal

[Sunye] saranghae haesalboda nun bushin noye misorul nal anajudon
noye du sunul saranghae saranghae

[Yeeun] yaksokhae na joltae nol ttona jianhulge
irohke nul neeyope sosona malhalge

[Sunye] han sungando nowa ttorojigo shipji anha
negeangyo shigani momchugirul barae
na irohke nol sarangae~~~~~~!!!!

sarangaehae haessalboda nun bushin noye misorul nal anajudon noye
dusonul saranghae saranghae

yaksokhae najoldae nal ttona jianhulge
irohke nul neeyope sosona malhalge

nol saranghae nol saranghae
saranghae saranghae
nol saranghae

romanised lyrics.

원더걸스 - Saying I Love You

[유빈]
넌 늘 내게 말했지 왜 사랑한단 말하지 않냐고
날 사랑하긴 하냐고

[선미]
근데 난 말야 좀 더 달콤하게 절대 잊을 수 없게
영화속에 연인들처럼 고백하려고

[소희]
기다렸어 흰눈을 나 이제
말할게 널 위해 아껴두웠던 그말

[선예]
사랑해 햇살보다 눈부신 너의 미소를 날 안아주던
너의 두 손을 사랑해 사랑해

[예은]
약속해 나 절대 널 떠나지 않을게
이렇게 늘 니 옆에 서서 나 말할게

[유빈]
뭘 그리 망설이냐고 그게 그리 어렵냐고
내 맘을 듣고 싶다고

[선미]
근데 난 말야 좀 더 특별하게 스쳐 지나가지 않게
그 어느 날보다 아름답게 기억되도록

[소희]
기다렸어 흰눈을 나 이제
말할게 널 위해 아껴두웠던 그 말

[선예]
사랑해 햇살보다 눈 부신 너의 미소를 날 안아주던
너의 두 손을 사랑해 사랑해

[예은]
약속해 나 절대 널 떠나지 않을게
이렇게 늘 니 옆에서서 나 말할게

[선예]
한 순간도 너와 떨어지고 싶지 않아
네게 안겨 시간이 멈추기를 바래
나 이렇게 널 사랑해~~~~~~!!!!

사랑해 햇살보다 눈 부신 너의 미소를 날 안아주던 너의
두손을 사랑해 사랑해

약속해 나 절대 널 떠나지 않을게
이렇게 늘 니 옆에 서서 나 말할게

널 사랑해 널 사랑해
사랑해 사랑해
널 사랑해

original lyrics above in korean.

[Translation]Wonder Girls - Saying I Love You

You’d always ask me,
‘how come you never say “I love you?”
do you really love me?’

But you know,
I wanted something more sweeter,
I want to confess to you just like those lovers from movies, so that you won’t forget

I’ve waited for the white snow
I’ll confess to you now, the words I’ve held back

I love you
your smile brighter than the sunset
your two hands that embraced me
I love you, I love you

I promise that I will never leave you
I will always tell it to you face-to-face

You ask me what’s to hesitate about,
‘is it that hard?
I want to hear what you got to say’

But you know,
I wanted something more special,
I want a special day I can always remember, so that it won’t pass forgotten

I’ve waited for the white snow
I’ll confess to you now, the words I’ve held back

I love you
your smile brighter than the sunset
your two hands that embraced me
I love you, I love you

I promise that I will never leave you
I will always tell it to you face-to-face

I don’t want to separate with you
not even a single moment
when I lean on you, I hope the time will stop
I love you

I love you
your smile brighter than the sunset
your two hands that embraced me
I love you, I love you

I promise that I will never leave you
I will always tell it to you face-to-face

I love you, I love you
loving you, loving you
I love you

credits: kisstherain, love.dairy@soompi,shar@angelicheartx91.bs

A LEVELS.

2008-10-29T16:14:00.000+08:00

OMO.
CHINESE A LEVELS TMR!

SHUCKS. NEED TO STUDY.

ANNYEONG~

SAENGIL CHUKA HAMNIDA 크리스 언니!!!

2008-10-29T15:27:00.011+08:00

생일춯아함니다!!!
우리 언니 의 생일 너무춯아해~

HAHA. birthday post for Kris!!!

first:

i'm so glad that kris is a brand new fangirl. ^^ but is way more excited than me.
haha. if only you started to love the 18 boys way back at the start of the year, it'll be crazy for us to be together in choir. :DDD
even though you didnt started fangirling at that period of time, we still had fun tgt!
you always bully me one. *sobs* :)
BUT.
after you started fangirling, we got closer cos of Super Junior & The Five Rising Gods of East. :D
yay! the power of fandom! :)
& we starting fangirling like no one's business.
or fangirl over anything. haha.
& we discovered we had lots in common. :D
thanks for all those moments.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
13 hearts for the 13 boys
♥♥♥♥♥
5 hearts for the 5 gods of east
♥♥
2 hearts for our everlasting fangirling friendship

♥

lol. let's be Ever Lasting Friends & Casseopians forever!
we'll be Primadonnas, Triple S & i'll be living in the Wonderful SHINee World!!!

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

my dear unni, after spending time with you, it makes me feel like you're my elder sister.
[please pardon the misery of an only child w/o siblings. sighs]
do well for your A levels! :) it's really great to know you. :DDD
fangirls forever! friends forever!
let's buy any merchandise & albums together!
& collect them together!
go overseas to see our boys together!
happy birthday!
18 le!
dont drink too much! :)
& quickly get your driving liscence so that you can drive me around!
stay happy & cheerful always!
행복개!!!

사랑해~

to: 욱천

from: 키민

i shall end of this post with MR PIG 羅志祥. :DDD
lol. 小豬,你的醜照!!!
愛死你了!!!

小豬: (跟著JJ 模仿伍佰) O-N-L-I-N-E!!!

OH YEAH! (;

2008-10-23T20:40:00.002+08:00

I'M PROUD TO ANNOUNCE THAT..........
I HAVE COMPLETED MY I & R IN SCHOOL TODAY!
& MY SCRIPT'S ALL DONE & EDITED!

i just need to rehearse and memorise it. (:
yes. & i'm done for now!
i know & i think that doing PW in school is super productive & efficient.
yes. there's the lappy which has been working v hard ever since PW existed in this world.
thanks, my dear LAPTOP. :D
i'm really gonna get a laptop of my own after i can save up enough to buy. (:

any recommendations?
^^

haha. i've been loving those days in school with some of my friends to do PW.
especially Weng Yi.
i'm really thankful for her to be there in my PW group.
it's the both of us who does alot. yeah.
at least Shelveen does quite alot too, but not as much as us.
lol. those times when she screamed for changmin & jam hsiao jing teng, i laughed.
SO CUTE.

YES! had meesiam & drinks in school ytd. weng yi & i were staying back in school outside lt 2-4 to do the presentation slides and our scripts. :) the teachers had meeting & had buffet.
LOL. they had many leftovers. so the computing teacher in charge of the buffet got us to help him clear the food. lol.
& TADA, my lunch & dinner settled in ONE GO.
haha. PLUS I DIDNT HAVE MY FILL. ^^
i could eat more :DDD

ASK ME OUT ON A DATE OK?
LET'S GO EAT BUFFET!
UHH. OPEN TO ANY OF MY FRIENDS. :D

haha.
i'm not supposed to be here again.

just some shoutouts to people! ;D

JIAYI: jiayi ah~~~ lol. i have a lj acc too! but lazy to learn how to design it. i think with blogskins, it's easier. :) but i need someone to help me make a pretty blogskin. i wanna learn how to change codes & everything!!! haha. listen to your lectures k? haha. dont slack ah~ hahaha. but, my holidays are here soon~~~ yay!!! :)

MINGEN! : SPAM AH YOU. YOU SPAM ME WITH PW.LOL. I'M GONNA SPAM YOU BACK!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
anyway, jiayou la! hwaiting! (: oh yeah. we must look forward to suju appreciation day!! & i opened my copy of the dvd ald. :) nothing much. but i'm really looking forward to singing along. :)

SARA: LOL. SARA~~~~~ haha. i dunno if you're reading this. HAHA.
we havent chat for a long time le. seriously. :D must chat soon. (; got lots to chat about.
dont feel so burdened k girl? :) i know there's really alot of stuff that piles up somehow. do well for chinese ok? & definitely PW. after these two hurdles, we're DONE with it!
& there's still choir. LOL. i know it's tough on you. you havent really had any choir experience before. and now, with a responsibilty, you are learning something new. :) you can learn from the others, esp ur "have-to-be-best-friend" roger. mmmm. & do take care of your section leaders. ESP the flirty one. haha. make sure he carries out his duty. lol.

WOOKCHUN: yeah. i wont be sad. i'm just super disappointed. but it doesnt matter much to me la. :3 maybe i'll find sometime to share with you my problems. BUT it's not like your other friends' problems la. (:
바보!!!!
you know a levels so near le, still fan-girl! haha. i know how you feel. but, you must really really really focus on studying. your A levels are only one time. you cant screw it up ok?
must really 专心 study. seriously. i've been in the super fan-girl mode during the promos period, and i screwed up everything. i dun wan you to be greatly affected by the fan-girl stuffs.
i dont want your results to be affected by fandom. :) i know it's easy to hear other people say this, but it's really difficult to actually stop yourself. try to slow down ok? slow down bit by bit.
i support your fan girl-ing actions & i'm with you.
BUT, you gotta DO YOUR BEST TO CONTROL YOURSELF. :)
STUDY HARD!
jaejin super cute la. my chingu :D and so is key :)
heehee.
FAN GIRL AFTER A LEVELS.
(got so many to talk about liao!! ^^)

APOLOGISE

2008-10-21T22:43:00.003+08:00

finished presentation slides.

i need help with my script & I&R.

shoots. i'm not supposed to be here again too.

you think too much already.

why the need for the jealousy?

why can't you tell me the reason for your jealousy?

it's too late to apologise...
it's too late..
i'm saying it's too late to apologise..

i love this song by one republic.

i'm know i'm damn lag in english songs, but i'm trying to get back to loving english songs like how i used to love chinese songs & how i love korean songs now.

EHHHH.HELLO :)

2008-10-21T17:15:00.004+08:00

UHHHHH.
HAHA.
I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE, YOU KNOW.

damn the project work that i have to get back to.
and the STUPID I&R.

saw mr koh rui wen again.
sian.
everytime he sees me, he asks for mingen's number.
i'm not going to help him.
if he wants her number, he should get it himself.
i'm not going to sabo my dear best friend.
anyway,mingen & i are having a great time conversing online.
HAHA.

saw juniors at tmart.
& i must be guilty to forget their names!
sorry dears! jc life is stupidly hectic. i want to go back, but there's always the tuition,tutorials,choir piling up.
i promise to go back ok? right on the saturday after OP.
cant wait to see yong again, even tho i'll be seeing him at world youth choral festival combined choir rehearsals. i miss him la!
i rmb i keep on labelling him as yong tau foo!
mr yong, my dear conductor, i miss you!!!

sighs. kor doesnt reply me anymore. i dunno what he's thinking.
i think i know, but i dun want to make blind guesses.
sighs. i think he disowned me. :( even though it's the OP period, i know everyone's busy, but, i'm starting to feel the hostility. is he jealous just because i talked to jkrw?
& talked until i'm super excited?
i dont deny the fun in talking to jkrw, but the fun ends aft everyone goes home.
now, if kor doesnt want to talk to me just because of this, i think it's stupid.
walao. who's the first to talk to me? to get my number or what.
i didnt know him in the first place, & suddenly this stranger talks to me.
but, as time passes by, he became my kor.
then on. there became one person who wld talk to me when i'm bored.
& this person said he will treasue me & i'm the sweetest meimei in the world.
is this bullshit?
crap?
maybe.
maybe not. if u think this way, so be it.
lol. he said this earlier when we had disagreements.
whatever.
it was my turn to say that recently.
now,
this sounds alil bit like a love relationship.
ha.
if u think it that way, so be it.
as for me, it's not.
if our relationship is a love relationship, i would have been hurt too many times.
HA.no thank you.

sometimes, the time isnt right yet.
the true one i love isnt here yet. and the true one who loves me isnt here.
maybe he wont be here.
i dunno.
being single is still the best.

i approve of fandoms.
though it is a temporary escape from reality,but, it's better to be obessessed over some impractical situations,where you will never get hurt from emotions.

if you dont understand, dont try to.
only those who understand, will know what it feels like.

미쳤어

2008-10-20T00:41:00.006+08:00

someone is jealous.

i think so.

that person is real petty just because i mention alot about other people.

whatever.

if this is how you think, i cant stop you.

you are the one who doesnt want to talk to me.

do you always expect me to be the one to salvage the situation?

this world is horrid to me.

to think that i had someone i could talk to for awhile,

the next moment.

"BAM"

that person disappears.

wtf.

as a person with conscience, how could you leave & go at your own will.

damn you.

this shows your character.

it's such a good time.

for my handphone to break down.

making me pek chek.

you want to leave, just leave.

thank you for saving me hundreds of smses.

it's not hard to guess what you mean in your msges.

i'm not that dumb.

i'm not a 바보.

why wont you just say what you mean.

that final goodbye.

我不希罕

I LOVED THOSE TIMES :)

2008-10-18T23:51:00.005+08:00

HELLO.

i wanna recap the fun times i had these 2 days. :)
yesterday & today :D

YESTERDAY 17/10/2008

choir comm had to attend some briefing session at CCAB (which is super far la!)
mmm. & the stupid meeting started at 4.30pm.
only 8 of us could make it.
uhhuh. no diff actually. just only the numbers.
we still had to split into 2 taxis.

haha. at least we got a sponsored taxi ride from mr tan. (thanks! lol)
but before cabbing there, cheryl anne, jonk & joel koh were in the choir room with me.
lol. lunched with cheryl anne aft lessons.
& dorky joel koh came finding for me. lol.
i dunno. i just find his company damn fun.
COS. i wanna influence him to like KPOP.
yeah. joel, dont worry about turning gay lah.
pretty guys are worth to learn from. HAHA.
cos they've got flawless & nicer skin then yours.
HAHA.

he's really like bojun. haha. so fun & dorky. plus we're of the same age, we tend to click better ( i guess). lol. plus. HAHA. that online thing. about the most prettist girl in choir.
LOL. that time, no one totally undrstood what we were laughing at.
BUT, LOL. YOU HAVE YOUR YANNI. LOL. :DDD

haha. but when the other 3 started singing english songs, i felt super left out sia. felt SO extra.
cos they jia kang tang (eat potato) .
i jia peng, jia sushi, jia kimchi (eat rice, eat sushi, eat kimchi) .
OK. THANKS BROTHER FOR SAYING TO SEND ME ENGLISH SONGS.
LOL. yeah. somehow i feel like joel koh & i are 兄弟.
but he's damn bad sometimes. always teasing me. that's why i feel like shutting him up by slapping him hard. haha.
HAHA. I'M GONNA ADD RICE, SUSHI & KIMCHI TO YOUR POTATOS.
&
make you fall in love with pretty boys.

^^
lol
yeah. right on. jerema, amos, cheryl & i cabbed to CCAB at 3 plus, reaching there at 4 plus.
OH. the whole journey was shitty.
cos i had motion sickness.
I CANT STAND TAXI SMELL.
it just makes me feel like vomiting.
uhhh. we were totally quiet throughout the whole journey.
other than me asking questions to liven the atmosphere.
[JEREMA, BE LIVELY CAN? IF NOT I'M GONNA REVEAL UR SECRET. LOL.]
as expected, joel & poundcake, vonne & ruishan left 1st, but reached later than us.
dunno how the uncle drive sia. maybe he took alot of detours ba.
& lol. yep. anywhere with joel koh siwon, it'll be high. was told they sang in the taxi. & even asked the uncle if he wanted to listen to them sing.

CONCLUSION OF THE BRIEFING:
i didnt like it.
cos i was split up to a SSA choir.
uhhuh. there goes my plans of studying before going to CCAB. :/
koh siwon & i planned to study tgt with the others b4 going to CCAB for rehearsals.
BUT.
all because of the splitting up, we couldnt do that la.
haha. but someone will be happy cos two of my dear friends will be with him.
HAHA. (msn conver secret.lol)
he must be um-chio-ing.
but it's OK.
3 days with split rehearsals.
LOL. after that, we can have dinner together as a comm.
AND MR KOH RUI WEN JOEL, YOU STILL OWE ME, JEREMA, REBECCA, MINGEN, ROGER & XIAOLI A TREAT EACH.
PLUS. DONT BE SOOOOOO BIASED TO TREAT ONLY ONE PERSON.
LOL. DONT 重色情友.

haha. still have the cheek to smile at me & show me how much u have left in ur wallet.
so cheeky la. i just feel like pinching ur face at that moment. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

& his moment on the train was super gay, can??!!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
we laughed until we cant take it. cos he almost fell & his reaction was super classic la.
it was such a pity that we couldnt capture that moment.
SO CLASSIC LA.
*appluses*
and it happened for two times. XD
let it be beautiful memories that 7 of us share on 17102008. :)
thanks to koh rui wen joel for providing tears, fun, joy & laughter to the comm.
esp for being a fun & dorky brother. haha.

TODAY 18/10/2008

[EDITED]
it's crazy luh!
i had pw meeting this morning till afternoon. & yeah,i was super duper hungry.
ate some stuff at the hawker centre near parkway.
i hate smokers.
it's totally disgusting to see people smoke.
the smell stinks. i'm real sensitive to it, cos since young, there has been cigarette smoke floating nearby, outside my house.

ANYWAY.
main point: i went to meet my dear wookchun after PW meeting & after lunch la.
haha. flew to the meeting place for the collection of ss. (:
uhhh. 36 was a killer.
i din know where to alight & wondered my way through orchard!
sighs.
but i managed to find wookchunnie & got my beloved ss! :D
so, we went walking along the streets & went to taka. :)
lol. we checked out almost any CD stores i could think of & kinokuniya.
mmmm. i wanted to eat the taka jap ice-cream, but it is too ex, so we bought the $1 ice-cream.
in short, we (wookchun & keymin) enjoyed ourselves today!
it's our second outing together, aft the hana dango movie.
i loved it! next time we'll go to ur house for SUJU APPRECIATION DAY!!! (:
wookchun hwaiting for your Alvls!!!
사랑해!!!

must order 3rd 집!!!
ㅎㅎㅎ

HATE U,LOVE U

2008-10-13T23:24:00.002+08:00

미워

i have lots to say.
but i just don't know where to start from.

lol
let me start from the trivial matters.
last friday, was j2 farewell graduation day.
yep. all j2s are back. including my dear kris unni.
unexpectedly i saw my 아이들. ♥
my beloved 아이들 :D
after hearing stuff about him. my impression of him changed.
YEAH.
but i 万万没想到 that when i saw him,
my heart went:
" 벙벙벙"

at that moment, i was :)
"OMG. i havent seen 아이들 for so long"
♥
^^
내 아이들 = 디재 :D
김려욱 look alike.
ㅋㅋㅋ
( 그리스 어니, 미안해!!! ^^)
너무 위업다!!!
아이구~~~ ;D
me wan to pinch his face.
& start rolling it like mochi.
mochi face abuse.
HAHAHAHAHA.

디재, let me see you soon again & let me say hi & let me pinch your cheeks.
♥♥♥

saw nike bag all around the school. lol. even after lunch.
only if huanting was still here in singapore.
i wonder how's life for here in melbourne.
hmmmmmmmmm.
maybe she can fly back and give nike bag another lollipop on valentine's day next year.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

SUPER JUNIOR PARTY.
SUPER JUNIOR SUPER SHOW 1ST ASIA TOUR SEOUL 22-24 FEB 2008 DVD

IT SHALL BE THE SELF-PROCLAIMED SUJU APPRECIATION DAY.
LOL.
& SJ's 3rd anniversary on 6 nov.
it was a pity i didnt start liking them since the beginning.
but the 13 boys means alot to me now.
they make up a complete part of my life.

i dont really rmb when i started liking them.hmmm.i shall say, i strted liking them on their 2nd anniversary.lol. yes. and it will be my 1st anniversary with them on 6nov.

SUJU OPPA HWAITING!!!!!

DETAILS OF THE PARTY WILL BE POSTED.
to remind myself only. ♥

뭐야 ~ 미치!!!

2008-10-11T15:29:00.004+08:00

나는 너무 미치!!!
i'm going crazy soon.
i swear i'll bash whoever came out with the damn PROJECT WORK to be an A level subject.

DOING PROJECT WORK SHORTENS HALF MY LIFE.
IT'S SUPER FRUSTRATING.
so many people have to go through sleepless nights and suffer from sudden depression especially the last person who does the final editing.
and teachers get tired from reading so many reports and reading them again drafts after drafts.

WHY PUT SO MANY PEOPLE THROUGH SUCH SUFFERING?
i know it can't be compared to the suffering in the third world countries.
but, it's the mental suffering that my generation has to go through.

now with all the US financial crisis and all the economies in the world sinking into seriously dangerous financial situation, no one can escape from recession. darn. i should have taken econs as one of my h2 subjects. i could have scored in it.

WHATEVER.
end of rants.

DEAR SAYUU HAS FINALLY TALKED TO ME. (: BUT, 미안해!!! GOMENASAI! project work keeps me too busy. & yes, i always get breathless from discussing about the stupid proposaed journey over the phone. i could just die anytime. X/

mmm. wookchunnie did the SJ ideal girl analysis!! haha. no prob wookchun! i was real bored that time. nothing to do.

완령아~ 니가뭐야???
mmmm.

[EDIT] OMG. OMG. OMG.
OMO.OMO.OMO. :)

YAY YAY YAY!!!!

KOREAN FESTIVAL 2008 WILL BE IN SINGAPORE.
;D
YES!!! AND LOTS OF KOREAN SINGERS WILL BE THERE.

ESP WONDER GIRLS, ANDY & JUN JIN, JEWELERY, CHAE YEON, 2PM ETC..

IT'S LIKE OH MY GOSH!
IT'S BEEN AGES SINCE A CONCERT CONSISTING OF KOREAN STARS WAS HELD 2 YEARS BACK.
IT WAS SHINWA IN 2006.
IT'S A PITY I WASNT INTO KPOP AT THAT TIME.

BUT NOW,
I DONT CARE WHO IS PERFORMING.
COS I'M SO GOING TO GO FOR IT.
TO SEE WONDERGIRLS, ANDY, JUNJIN, CHAE YEON ETC..

I HOPE THIS IS TRUE!!! OMG.
SORRY FOR THE CAPS ANYWAY!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I'M LIKE BEAMING NOW. :))))))))))

THIS NEWS JUST MADE MY DAY!

& THERE IS THIS FAN ACCOUNT.
and i dunno if i should believe it. but.
HAN GENG!
SUJU!
SINGAPORE!
AH
EARLY NOV
impossible.
possible.
sj-t will be in japan.
MAYBE SJM WILL COME.

AND
although my baby yeobu, my oppa & namja chingu are in sjt & cant come,
there's WOOKCHUN's WOOK-SSHI!!
& WANGJA SIWONNIE!!!!
FELLOW CHINESE HANGENG!!!
FISHY DONGHAE!!!
CUTIE KYU KYU!!!
YUMMY MOCHII!!!
&
MIMI ZHOU MI!!!

PLEASE LET IT BE TRUE. OR JUST CHANGE THE DATE TO AFTER MY OP.

& PLEASE LET MY OP BE ON EITHER THE 3RD OR 4TH OF NOV.
& THAT I'LL WIN THE TICKETS.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!
OR SOMEONE WHO WINS THE TICKET,GIVE ME ONE & I'LL GO WITH YOU!!!

WENDY'S FAN ACC.
AJUMMA HWAITING!!

( i wanna go shanghai,japan,south korea SO SOOOON)
FROM wendy@ soompi:

My first post here...just want to share an interesting encounter with Hankyung and his manager !

On 8th October.. at 7pm I was going through immigration customs upon arriving at Shanghai Pudong International Airport after coming in from Tokyo. There was this young guy wearing light brown sunshades and he too was having his passport stamped for departure. I noticed several immigration staff (young ladies) staring at him and I was curious. When both of us cleared Customs, we walked towards the gates. This handsome boy was joined by a Korean guy. I thought the boy looked familiar but my tired brain could not register his name I thought to myself..a Taiwan artise maybe? Only stars wear dark glasses at night ~~ I heard them say in Korean..gate number 23 and soon they went into the cafe to eat. I found out from the excited cafe waitress that it is Hankyung from Super Junior..haha ~~ He was eating a bowl of noodles while his manager was looking at me and the few female staff who were getting excited about approaching him for autographs. But they waited till he finished eating and he signed for one or two of them. I could not see clearly as I was seated nearby...outside the small cafe. When the two guys stood up..I sauntered over and followed them from a distance because now it was the duty free shop's girls who were chatting and pointing. I asked them..why don't you try ? and one of them said..his manager is fierce ~~ It was quite a long walk over to #23 but a small group of them followed him. I also walked over and saw his manager sitting alone on the row of benches at departure gate..Hankyung had gone down to the men's restroom below and he was anxious because some girls followed him there..keke. Anyway, I approached him and said " Anhyonghasaeyo..can you speak English? ". His manager was caught off guard to see an auntie talking to him. He half stood up politely and with a small smile..said.." A little bit". I told him, I am from Singapore and there are many Suju fans there. We are hoping that one day the boys will visit Singapore. He was kinda surprised when I said that and from there onwards I chatted with him until Hankyung came back. I was seated opposite them. He was also surprised to see his manager talking to me The place was deserted except for the 3 of us sitting there. I greeted him in Chinese and he politely nodded his head with a smile. Then he sat down and proceeded to take off his long overcoat as it was quite warm. He was wearing a sleeveless black singlet..and I saw that Hankyung's skin is fair. We were like only 3 feet apart. Hangkyung said that my Chinese is pretty good and I told him it is our mother tongue for the Chinese. However I talked more to his manager than him, because he took out his laptop from his Gucci bag and was also talking on his mobilephone..in Mandarin ! His manager said HKyung was tired and he wanted to keep the girls from bothering him. And then HKyung yawned ^^. I said I understand because I am a big fan of Jun Ki and I showed him some Jun Ki's photos taken in Japan by fans. Two Chinese shop staff bravely approached Hkyung and he obligingly signed..because his manager was talking to me He said they would probably come to Singapore in early November and I went like "Really?" and he said "maybe"...with a smile. I told him..make that 100% sure..haha. And he laughed ! I talked to Hkyung in Chinese and he is a friendly boy. After about 20 minutes with them, I decided to leave and I asked for his name and I told him mine and we shook hands. Hankyung said to me.."See you in Singapore !" I replied.."OK". I walked off but when I turned back, another two girls were being turned away by the manager.

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SUPER JUNIOR'S IDEAL GIRL. DO I FIT THE CRITERIA?

2008-10-06T23:32:00.006+08:00

HAHA.
i know no one is reading this.
or not even 5 people are reading this.
so, i'll go ahead with this post.

alright.

SUPER JUNIOR'S IDEAL GIRL. DO I FIT THE CRITERIA?
:DDD

let me list their criteria.haha.
omg.this is super lame & boring.
but who cares?
fandom still rules. :)

credit: EverLasting Friends@wp

Teukkie: Long Hair +pure heart

Heechul:pure and looks good in checkered skirts

Hangeng: beautiful heart and legs

Sungmin: kind and short

Shiwon: must be christian, good to parents, and family oriented (in the interview, after shiwon said this, kangin says “this is someone youre dating not marrying…eheehhe~ )

Donghae: Someone who can make seaweed soup for me

shindong: short AND a drummer

kangin: good at singing and has beautiful toes

kyuhyun: someone who will look at him only and have long legs

ryeowook: someone who looks like him and looks good in jeans

yesung: eyes that sparkle and obey her curfew *laughs* + warm heart

eunhyuk: pure girl

ahhhahaha. :) mmm.this shld be updated,i guess. since it was taken when they were in japan for their 1st premium meeting in august.

like what the other fangirls did,they did self-analysis so as to see who do they fit as the ideal girl.
haha.

my analysis. :)

teukkie: long hair? nah~ i've got rid of my long hair. & i wont look good in long hair. but,yes, i've got a pure heart. :DDD
mmmmmm. well,looks like i cant meet his requirement. haha.but it's ok.

heechul: NO~ i have no intention of being chul's ideal girl. maybe i can be his sister. (: like 姐妹淘. haha. why is his ideal girl specs so weird? looks good in checkered shirt?
i thought he wanted girls who look good in mini skirt so tt he can see their long legs.LOL.

han geng: OUR FELLOW TONG BAO. yes. my heart is beautiful. but legs? beautiful? u must be kidding me. T.T those hairy legs! D: lol. nah. OUT.

SUNGMIN: kind? mmmm. i am. just ask anyone who knows me. i'm really a kind girl who gets used by others easily. & super gullible. plus innocent. as in those silly dumb innocent type. (: short? sungmin ah, how do you classify ur level of shortness?
I AM SHORT.
SUNGMIN.LOOKS LIKE ITS DESTINED FOR US TO BE TGT. :DDDDD
oppa, nomu saranghae~!!!
*does a heart shape over my head*
^^

siwon: lols. siwon,the manly princly wang ja. i'm not a christian. so, goodbye. you are cheryl anne's. :))))

donghae: donghae ah. you want to celebrate ur bdae everyday? haha. i can make seaweed soup. i shall leave some for you after sharing with the others. :D

shindong: haha. dear shindong, although i'm short, but i'm not a drummer. stay cute! :D

kangin: YES. I CAN SING. but, i dont want to show u my toes kangin. u'll start bullying me. haha. naughty oppa. LOL.

kyuhyun: haha. man, kyu, i cant only look at you. you've got so many pretty hyungs like you. i cant leave my vision only for you. & i dont have long legs.
my legs ARE short. :) kyu bb,you're sherlene's. :DDD

wookie: HAHA. wookie. i cant look only at you. cos i'm not even allowed to look at you. cos you belong only to KRIS.

yesung: lol. my eyes are as small as yours. i dont think it sparkles. haha. XD mmmm. obeys my curfew? i dont have any curfew,but it is taken that i reach home as early as possible. :) YES. my heart is WARM. ^^

EUNHYUK: MY DEAR BROTHER. I WISH TO SEE YOU. SO THAT YOU CAN SEE HOW MUCH WE RESEMBLE EACH OTHER. LOL. OK. actually we look like each other only alil bit. BUT. WE STILL LOOK LIKE EACH OTHER.
I'M A PURE GIRL.
LOL. SIBLINGS FOREVER!!! :)))))))

muahahahahahahahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhahahahahahahahahahahha.
ok. kibum wasnt there. but i doesnt matter much to me.
well. looks like i only fit the criteria of LEE SUNG MIN.
& maybe yesung & eunhyuk.

BUT. EVENTUALLY. LEE SUNG MIN. FITS ME THE MOST. WE FIT EACH OTHER. :)
LEE.SUNG.MIN.
you make me fall in love with you. & pink.

mmm.

슈퍼주니어 의 이성민

너무 너무 사랑해!!!!!!

넌 나의 노래

2008-10-06T21:56:00.002+08:00

Closing my eyes, listening to the sounds around me
Your soul, your tiniest thoughts

I couldn’t hear them because of the static in my heart
Sorry, sorry

The times when you shed tears is now history
Don’t worry because

You’re my melody
I’ll perform for you (on and on)
You are my song
The soundtrack in my life
I love you
You lighted up the stage of my life
(I’ll sing it again) You’re my song

I’m not willing to say ‘I’m sorry’
I’ve got lots of pride yet my heart’s empty.
When my soul runs dry
When everything falls apart
Will you come to me

The sad times will end like a song because

It’s your love your love
You told me the meaning of love (and on & on & on)
You’re my rhythm
A gift in my life
Giving me beautiful dreams
Always by my side
I’ll sing it again
You’re my song

The many sad love songs
Seem to be singing of us

Protecting me by my side during this time
You are more important than anything

Listening to the sounds around me when I close my eyes
I’m calling out to your heart now

*repeat chorus 1&2*
*repeat chorus 2*

동방신기 짱!!!

INSECURE

2008-10-04T23:24:00.005+08:00

thanks,my dear key.
your expression is perfect enough to show my feelings.

i dont know what to do.
maybe bottling up my feelings within myself would be a much better choice.

i shouldnt care so much about others that i always put myself at the disadvantage.

i guess it's the emo season now.
yesung & angel teuk were kinda emo too.
but they are idols.
they have the love,care & concern from their fans.

i cant compare myself with them.can i?
I CANT.
cos,there's a VAST difference between us.
this is unfair comparison.

i've been blog-hopping everyday.and always checking the entertainment news w/o fail.
many events happen every single day.
& w/o fail, i will always slip into a state of sadness.
i'm an optimistic girl.
on the surface.
definitely a pessimistic one.
inside of me.

not only sadness. depression. confusion. fear. disappointment.
the more things that i experience, the more i'll start to contain such feelings.
damn my social life.
i hate myself.
and i'm totally disappointed in people who always give me the wrong impressions of themselves and have unclear intentions.

i just dont know who to find & talk to.
all my friends have been occupied by all their friends.
they have got their own best friends.
their own clique.
they've got someone to confide in & be there for them anytime as a friend.
and wont leave them in the lurch or dangling there.

BUT
HOW ABOUT ME?
i'm a pathetic soul who socialises with almost everyone that i know & my group of friends are not fixed. this sounds like betrayal.
i'm not a betrayer,neither a traitor.
i make friends with everyone. but in the end,
i'm always the one left out.

DONT YOU KNOW HOW HURT I AM?
NO ONE KNOWS HOW FREAKING HURT I AM.

ignorance,negligence.
hmmph. it doesnt pay to be a kind soul to lend a helping hand or a listening ear to others when i dont get the least thing that i want as an individual which is most love,care and concern from the most important friend in the world.

i'm envious of my friends who are,like me,an only child,but still have their own best friends.
maybe no one knows how it is like to be my best friend.
maybe no one knows how much i need a best friend to talk to & confide in.
maybe no one knows how lonely it is like,to be an only child with your own self to be.
no best friends. no one who assures you of your position in their lives.

it looks like i'm just a passerby in everyone's lives.
i dont create an impact on them.
i've tried.
tried implying how important that friend is to me.
but i always dont get the reply that i want.
sighs.
i just need to be assured by someone.
and that someone assures me that i play a very important role in his/her life as an important friend and individual.
it's tough.
damn.
i'm real tired.

you know, i ever consider how much better it would be if i didnt have to go through such misery in my life.
and that i'm really envious of others.
i want to play an important role in my friends lives.
it's just..

JUST THAT.

THEY DONT WANT ME.

no one wants me.

:(

i'm an unwanted person. with no significance in this world at all.
it's a torture for me.
maybe.

i shall suffer in silence.

adieus.

SEE DBSK'S NUMBERS FOR 4D OR TOTO

2008-09-27T23:59:00.004+08:00

TOTO or 4D anyone?
Go buy a number or numbers!!!
Sure strike lottery with DONG BANG'S NUMBERS!!! :DDDD

(lol @ shimchang's face!)
(uhhh...jae........)
(and yoochun....lol.)

yeah,janice dear, minnie shim is yours. :)))
i wanna meet you. and continue spazzing!!!
*hearts & hugs*

kris unni, do well for your A levels! i wanna collect our super show DVD with you & go walk-walk again! :DDDDDD
*HUGS*

MIROTIC

2008-09-22T00:09:00.004+08:00

i just have to post this.
being part of my kpop fandom,
my dongbang boys are finally back after 1 year 7 months with their showcase.

:DDD *faints faints faints*

MIROTIC was actually the brainchild of darling jaejae.
this new word was coined by pretty jae.

mmm.yesh.my first darling love from dongbang is no other than jaejae. no one can deny his voice is super heavenly. :) and he's become smexy & hotter! that boy.. woooo~ already showing his chest off. *shakes head* geesh. dong bang is getting hotter every album,but i'll rather they stay more undercover. it's kinda disturbing to see them with their bare upper torso.

you see what i mean. :D

OKAY. MIROTIC IS ADDICTIVE. SUPER ADDICITIVE. ESP THE CHORUS. :)

넌 나를 원해 넌 내게 빠져 넌 내게 미쳐
헤어날 수 없어 I got you- Under my skin
넌 나를 원해 넌 내게 빠져 넌 내게 미쳐
넌 나의 노예 I got you- Under my skin

neon nareul wonhae neon naege ppajyeo neon naege michyeo
he eo nal su eobseo I got you~ under my skin
neon nareul wonhae neon naege ppajyeo neon naege michyeo
neon naui no ye I got you~ under my skin

[translate to :
You want me, You’ve fallen for me, You’re crazy over me
You can’t escape I got you- Under my skin
You want me, You’ve fallen for me, You’re crazy over me
You’re my slave, I got you under my skin]

it's super true la. all casseopians have become the boys' slaves. its a fact that cannot be denied. & what i can say, we're all more than willing to be slaves of the boys. woohoo~

alright. :) for wookchun lover.

& GIFS too.
here's yoochun.
ahhh. chunnie so cute luh!!! <3

well. i cant resist susu,min & jaejae. :DDD
lol.su,who are you pointing to? :)
ahhh~ angel su! shimchang for dear janice & jiayi :)
lastly,sexy jae for chooyan & me. :)

muahahaha. yes. super show dvd is out. i'm buying it. had a hard time digging for money. i initially planned to get from my monthly allowance.but i cant make it too obvious. so i had to dig my poor cow bank. (not piggy bank ^^) mmm. not much money. but, yeah~ sighs. i'm SUPER BROKE. just to buy SUPER SHOW concert dvd featuring my SUPER SUPER SUPER DARLINGS SUPER JUNIOR!!!! FOR SUPER JUNIOR, i'll buy anything that is totally worth it. now i can only look forward to receiving my copy of the DVD. & i can't wait to go to SOMEONE's house to watch it!!!!

LEND ME UR MIROTIC ALBUM UNNI!!! I WANNA LISTEN TO DONG BANG SING!!! :)

넌 나를 원해 넌 내게 빠져 넌 내게 미쳐 헤어날 수 없어 I got you- Under my skin
넌 나를 원해 넌 내게 빠져 넌 내게 미쳐 넌 나의 노예 I got you- Under my skin

MIXED FEELINGS

2008-09-19T23:06:00.005+08:00

안녕하새요!!!

어제 너무 재미서!!! :DDD
너무 촣아해!!!

크리스 어니 너무예뻐다!!!
어니, 사랑해!!!

yesterday, 어니 & i went to watch HANDAN!!!
lol. it was our first outing out tgt.
우리 had so much fun!!! :)
i TOTALLY love handan! it's like "와아아아아아아아아아아아~~"
HANDAN 짱짱짱 x gkhkhfisdibfihsdyrbieafhdjahsndhiodjh times!!!
outing with kris unni was super fun!!!

we spazzed on the mrt like no one's business on our way to orchard. :DDD
even though it's like ppl were watching us,but fangirling business wont be easily affected by external factors. XD muahahaha~

events ytd were super memorable. :D i never had much fun! haha. we had really lots to talk about apart from Super Junior. :DDD she & her wookie, me & my minnie & hyukkie.
it's so cool to find someone who has so much common with you.

:) there are so many things that unni & i share in common.
blood type,family position,interests,some personalities,some ways of thinking.
IT'S WAY TOOOOOO COOOOOOOOOOOL~~~~

and,omg.no matter how i fair for my promos,i'm prepared for whatever result it may be.
for now,i dont care at the moment.
cos i really want to buy,surely buy,100% chopped confirm guarantee, will buy this.

어니! we must get it!!! & we'll go & scream our lungs out when we watch it together k? HAHA.

Super Junior : 1st Concert - Super Show (2disc + Photo Book) + Poster

haha. it is VERY EXPENSIVE. BUT I'VE WAITED THIS FOR SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG......

OMG. SUJU,WHEN ON EARTH ARE YOU GOING TO COME TO SINGAPORE?????????
I WANNA SEE ALL 13 OF YOU 꽃미남 IN 싱가포!!!
i want this so badlyyyyy~. it's worth SGD$150 for 1 set including a short sleeve character tee,book,handphone strap,cardholder & a recycle bag. i'll love the person to bits whoever buys this for me as a belated birthday present or christmas present or a special gift to me. if it's a guy,i may even consider dating him. LOL. :DDD so much for love! haha. EHHH. but my true love to a person ISN'T WORTH just only $150. it's priceless. who shall be that lucky one? mystery will unveal itself when the time comes.

HMMMMMMM. well. on with school. i've decided, not to fight for the committee post,knowing that i wont do well for promos. well, it maybe something better off. i guess. :) ermmm.
but i kinda fear choir now. mmm. our conductor is kinda strict. & my impression of her has totally changed. CHANGED ALOT. geesh. i guess i really need to start memorising the christmas songs,if not,i'll be dead meat. :/

AND. I FEEL THAT SOMETHING IS WRONG. i've just got a feeling that sara's kinda right about a person we talked about last time. i may be thinking too much. but the feeling that i'm having now from the treatment from the person is a cold shoulder,short replies,ignorance & neglectance [lol.is there even such a word?!] i just feel that that person doesnt care about me & talk to me anymore. :/

I JUST DON'T KNOW. or i'm oversensitive. i just hope that person will understand my way of thinking.

CHEERS

2008-09-18T00:31:00.008+08:00

to the only people who made it possible to keep me sane

THE NEW BEGINNING.

2008-09-18T00:31:00.004+08:00

my my my.
my 自卑性 is starting to 作祟 again.
well...
no denial. it has been part of my character ever since i lost confidence in myself.
that low esteem & pessimism of mine, i feel, puts off people around me, esp my friends.
i guess you people are tired of listening to me complaining & saying that "aiya,cannot one,sure fail one".

I'M SORRY FOR THAT.
i would really like to change that character of mine.
but showing such side of my character is quite rare.
and it depends on how close you are to me.

if i'm not sooooo close to you,i wont even complain to you about a single thing in my life.
but if we are quite close friends, i would usually complain to you.

I AM SORRY,but I REALLY FEEL LIKE A TYPICAL VIRGO.
i'm a perfectionist, i admit. i hold high expectations of myself.
if i dont do well, my self esteem goes down the drain.

i am just too worried that i may fall into depression sooner or later.
being too worried over even trivial matters.
does that make sense?

geesh. i've got no siblings to talk to. no one understands me. no one understands how i feel from my own perspective. i've got no best friends or SUPER close friends who can give me advice and always be there for me when i'm down.

all i feel that this world is fake. you'll never know who is your true sincere friend. maybe you think that this person is your super close friend, but you'll never know that that friend of yours may actually think you are a leech always clinging onto him/her.

i've been neglected.
i know i just destroyed my own future.
to choose the wrong subject combination.
to study the wrong subjects.
to not be able to answer the questions for the promotion paper.
i am retaining. to stay back another year in junior college.
i know i can't do science.
i never liked econs.
china studies, i'm afraid i cant cope well in chinese.
learning it in english doesnt seem easy too.
math is still managable, but there's still no guarantee.
i barely would pass my general paper.
if only there wasnt comprehension.
chinese may seem easy,but it will always be tricky.

my interest is in language, music & media. but where on earth do such modules exist?
not everything that suits me exist!
instead,i have to adapt and suit what is provided.
can i do it?
i really hope that there will be a group of true friends who help me get across whatever barrier i face & play a role in my success.

i really feel sorry towards my parents & tuition teachers who helped me alot.

i guess i shall start writing a book of my own before i go bonkers.

TAG REPLY to MINGEN
LOL. no special reason for changing url. i just felt like it. :) dont you think my thirteen random facts is kinda dumb? lol.

2008-09-17T16:48:00.000+08:00

LOLX.

REVAMP.
& A NEW URL.

:)

2008-07-11T23:12:00.004+08:00

♥ my dear readers.
esp my mystery readers,i dont care who you are for now,
BUT
just do me a favour ok?

GUYSSSS PLEASE!!
EVEN IF YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHO THEY ARE JUST CLICK VOTE~~ PLEASE!!!
FOR ME~~~ ONCE IF FINE AND IF YOU COULD DO MORE~~
PLEASE I'M BEGGING YOU. PLEASE AND THANKYOU,
http://kr.mtvasiaawards.com/Korea/FunStuff/widget/artist/19

AND I LOVE YOU PEOPLE WHO HELP ME VOTE!!!!
*MUACKS*

Come Back

2008-07-07T16:54:00.004+08:00

안녕~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
난심심해요. 모라요. 난미치애요.
아이구.

goodness gracious.i have no idea what i'm doing now.
stupid blogger. make me retype everything. >:(( RAWR.
i give up man. i dont wanna retype what i typed. just because i forgot what i typed.
X/

[edit]
geesh. :((( so many things bothering me these days. poor results,choir stuff,homework & time management. i hate PW. D:

i wanna go on hiatus soon. but it doesnt stop me from fangirl-ing. can someone kindly teach me how to put my fangirl-ing on hiatus without losing any interest??

promos are in 9 weeks. DDDD: this is the start of the first week. and i got super lots of remedials to attend. just put me in all of them. :/
this year,i made new friends. and my close friends are not with me in the same learning environment. why am i starting to worry about my birthday when it's just like one month away?

i wont get any presents. or maybe one or two. :((((((((( stupid me. i feel super thick skin whenever my birthday's coming soon. haix. sadness awaits me. DDD:

i want a birthday greeting from my yeobu,mr lee sung min.

*runs to a corner and hide like tamaki*

does anyone think i look like him? ^^
mr lee hyuk jae aka eunhyuk.
my best best best 남자칭구.

will do up belated birthday posts. (((:
darling hyukkie,wookie,teukkie,chulla.

and,bummie,mine & yesunggie's soon [next month] :DDD

i love this game. so true so true. :DDD

I will marry Lee Sung Min.

After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in South Korea in our fabulous Mansion.

We will have 23 kid(s) together.

Our family will zoom around in a Yellow Audi.

I will spend my days as a Dancer, and live happily ever after.

go try it! :)))

[sings to SS501's "A Song Calling For You" chorus tune]
라라라라라 i wan to go to south korea i wan to gooooo~ 라라라라라라

2008-06-13T21:50:00.002+08:00

nothing much to mention other than the stupid torturous weeks at home.
it's such an irony. i want to be at home but i dont want to be at home all the time.
stupid exams. making me rot & guilty. what type of holiday is this man.
either you add one more month of holiday if not,just do away with the examinations.
enough.

let me tell you. for me, fangirling takes up at least 5hours of studying time.
i spend at least 5 hours on the com,fangirling.
only my fellow fangirls would understand why.unless you have friends around you fangirling.
muahahahaha. i have decided to add someone to my list of idols,MR 디재 [HA. i see if you ppl can read hangul.expections to fangirls.if you know,dont say.haha.] :DDDD

other than those who are far away in South Korea & Taiwan, i decided to add one,who is here in Singapore,to the list. haha. now,i can openly spazz about him,디재!!!! HEEHEE. :)))

gosh.can someone just stop me from fangirling this two years?? but i dont want to drift away from the entertainment scene so much. *guilt*

rights.sorry for the late tag replies.

I LOVE SUPER JUNIOR'S LEESUNGMIN! ♥

sara: i love sara lee! :D must update me on choir bbq. so sad that i missed it la. heard that you had to sing as a forfeit. lol. !oyoy
mingen: haha. keun chan nayo.[?] it's ok. haha. the LEEs in choir so far. havent included a post on leesungmin,leehyukjae,leejaejin,leehongki,leesunkyu[?]. haha. MINGEN,HWAITING!!
faisal: LOL. well, i dunno. if you consider yourself as one, let it be.haha.but now i know you read! so you're not a mystery reader. XDDD haha. glad to know that you know you're lagging. teehee. ((: see ya in school!
matt: haha. how did you find my blog?! O^O haha
Ngjy: MRS SHIM/MRS KANG!! haha. yupp yupp! SJ-Happy is LOVE!! :DDDDDD
i love the SJ boys to bits! haha. ohhh. you want it too? let's wait for any new banc spree. haha. i see if my friend can help me buy and ask her dad to ship over from korea for us. haha. ohmy. we must spazz more next time ok? we dont really know each other well. haha. anyway,i really find you familiar when i saw ur friendster pic.

:D tags replied. ♥

take care people!
♥ :DDDDDDDDD
ilysm,leesungmin! (:

2008-06-04T23:55:00.004+08:00

i feel confused. i feel so blessed,yet i'm scared.
of what?? i don't know. i'm not sure.
i think it's better for me to keep this to myself.
i'm not sure if i should mention this here.
maybe i will when i'm ready & prepared.
it's so tough. i'm just struggling with (inner) myself. [P.S i'm not psychotic. XDD]
i'm in a stupid dilemma.

this is such an emo post.goshh. it wasnt meant to be this.
sorry for being away for a few days. i can see, that if i dont post one day,my tagboard just dies.
oh well,would it be much diff if i were to remove it? but i feel dumb if i did that. cos i wont know who's reading my blog.
OH. OH. OH!!!!!! at the mention of it. MYSTERY READERS!!! OH. goodness. it's super scary if i dunno who's reading my blog. cos tingming told me that she read my blog.
my instant expression was O____________________________________O
and she doesnt tag. TINGMING AH~~~,tag will ya?haha. so at least i know ur existance.
oh yeah,and mark was one of them during the PAE days. i dunno if he still reads my blog though.
what if dj reads this & reads my spazz post on him. HAHA. it'll really be "OMG".

SO.MYSTERY READERS OUT THERE.(i guess there are only a few) just tag at my tagboard. it wont kill you. if you dont tag,it'll kill me instead. haha.

anyway. do have a fruitful holiday ok? study alright? i need someone to help me stick to my study plan.darn. (*hints to sara & mingen*)

sara,i dunno if u see this or not,but,thank you so much for talking to me.it's been really great talking to you. & it's been quite long since i last talked to someone for so long. :DDD you sweet girl,i'm gonna treasure you more as my dearest friend!! well,i'll buy the saralee pound cake & we can eat it tgt sometime before/after choir. :))) thank you so much!!! love you!! <3 and thanks for telling me about how you feel about certain stuff. i know sometimes it's difficult for you to mention to other people,esp choir stuff. but thank you for letting me know. i'll be there for you. will you? (HAHA.omg.this is getting so les la. :DD haha.) friends forever!!!

but obviously,i cant miss out mingen. my dear mingen, i dunno if u read this or not la, but, thank you for the times we had since PAE. i know,we werent so close initally. but what pulled us tgt? FANGIRL power. from then on,we two stuck tgt during choir. haha. all the times we fangirl during normal school hours,during choir,online,sms and even walking to the bus stop & Macdonalds. haha. frankly speaking,sorry for making you go all the way to the CC Macs with me & making you gain weight jus because i order LARGE fries everytime. cos i want to spend more time talking to you about school stuff & fangirl stuff since we rarely talk over the phone. haha. :)) bring me along to your auditions in the future k? i wanna be your manager unni!! :DD thanks for everything k? love you!!! <3 must spazz more k? friends forever!!! be there for each other k?

i'm not gonna neglect the both of you. we'll enjoy together in choir,singing our passion right? the three LEEs of the SOPs shall be there for each other and create more fascinating memories together during choir & outside of choir!!!!! (((: i dunno why i just feel that you two are my darlings. as the saying goes, "blood is thicker than water". haha. maybe because we have the same surname,that's why we're closer? idk.

sorry. i just dunno why i really need to dedicate part of this post to two important persons in my life right now. i shall dedicating posts. so people,wait for yours!!! this sentimental person is so going to reminense[?dunno spelling?] the times we had together. rawr!!!!!!!!!

it's hard not being superficial.

2008-05-31T11:38:00.002+08:00

:) i love to sleep!

rawrrr! napping has become my hobby for two days. just because i had only 1 hour of lesson in school on thursday & friday i went home & lie flat on the sofa. ^^ i dont think i can explain the reason for my fatigue these days. whatever~~

well, i went for the li fei hui thing last night. it was nothing much really. more like a recap of the normal singing technique stuff, that we learn in choir. haha. it was quite fun tho. haha. there was livert,jeremy,weiyuan & another guy & us,the choir girls. i forgot that guy's name but mingen keeps on telling me that he has sungmin's lips. O_O well,he has a baby face la.but he does not look like my darling sungmin. err. i seriously think our voices were super terrible last night. i couldnt sing out,but the teacher said i sang not bad. heehee. ohhohh. she just keeps calling livert "lever/liver". sorry,but everyone just laughs when livert is always called. haha. & she calls weiyuan "mingwei" cos she has a student called mingwei. but initally,before she explained, i thought she fused mingen & weiyuan together,ie mingen+weiyuan=mingwei. haha. :DDD
lesson ended then we went to the pasar malam. i got myself a cap. haha. (: shall wear it out some other time.

OHHHH. & i met our school's popular cute guy at tmall ntuc. lol. well,it's not only me la. with yvonne,mingen,cheryl anne & jessica too. cos cheryl wanted to buy distilled water,not mineral water.lol. haha. muahahaha. lol. he saw me & waved. & i waved back. geeshh. i feel dumb. i shldnt have waved back first. lol. i should have turned around & look for anyone else that he knew before waving. lol. I'M SO DUMB LA! but i'm kinda surprised tho.that he knows & rmb me ba[?].for the sake of those who dunno who this guy is, i shall talk about his legacy in the school. lol.

mr ng ding jie,aka DJ,can be said to be the 校草 of tpjc, i.e. the most popular guy in school. many girls find him either super cute or handsome. haha. he has a super strong command of the English Language and he takes KI & Lit. lol. well,there was also an incident where,errhmmm,tweetybird was very flustered when dj was around. LOL. he is the NO 1 popular guy in tpjc. see his charm & power now?haha.

i was seriously worried that his fanclub wld come aft me when i thought i squashed him behind the esplanade doors. haha. but it was v funny when i told my friends the process of me pressing super hard on the doors & realising that there was actually someone behind the door. HAHA. on the whole, he's a very nice guy.

muahahaha.gosh i spazzing over a popular figure in school for the first time. :p
i should go back to spazzing over my kpop darlings. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

lalalalalalala~~

2008-05-30T11:17:00.003+08:00

i'm the only one in my class who has only 1hour of lesson today. lOl.

watch this vid. it's my darling SUNGMIN ♥ dancing a fast no. to a slow song.

it doesnt matter if you like the song or not.
COS.

i want his cardigan/hoodie & his CAP.
i love that style soooo muchh.
most probably it will cause misunderstandings since i love guys' style of dressing and i've got short hair. it makes me look as if i'm my girlfriends' boyfriend. lOl. haha. if i were to go out with the guys,i'll look like a small boy boy from the back because i'm short. LOL. X)))
if anyone knows where i can buy them,tell me!! haha.

ohh.
one happy thing to note: SARA LEE is NOT leaving CHOIR anymore!! SHE'S STAYING!! my dear,i thought i would really miss her so muchh!! i love her loads!! (as a close friend la. PLEASE LA i'm straight.i'm not les.haha.) i'm gonna buy SARALEE pound cake to celebrate. :DD

huan ting,take care of yourself. it's been great to know you since PAE. i'm sorry for not turning up for any PAE 08S21 outings. but i'll still miss you greatly. it feels kinda weird to not see you in school. lol. thanks for all the fun we had in class during PAE & ge yao. with your leaving,i'm also leaving ge yao too. i know you've been through alot these years,and having to move to a totally new environment,you may not be able to adapt quickly. all the best for everything & i hope to see you back in Singapore soon!! ((: take care! i'll miss you! :'(

28052008

2008-05-28T23:17:00.004+08:00

from left:(front row) jerr,angelyn,janelle,me,ERNEST,MINGHUI,unkown sec2 (back row: patrick,bojun)

28052008

i love today.

no lessons in the morning.even tho i ponned csc lesson, i really never regretted going back to my alma mater, ngee ann sec.

what did i actually do today?
LOLX. ngee ann sec was the host for Incheon International High School. according to my ex-SS cher,mr leonard tan, the students are the top 2% in high schools in Korea (i guess..). i.e. they are Korea ver of RGS+RI. THE ELITES MAN!!!

alright.they were actually there for some leadership workshop.yupp.some high achievers program. lOL. we met ERNEST & MING HUI. they were the two coaches for the day. lOl.
they were friendly & nice guys. LOL. ming hui's our senior! graduated from the 2002 batch. haha. so old! lol. old boy ming hui. lol. his korean's not bad wor.like me he only knows a few lines. but the "understand,dont understand?" korean usage totally blanked me out. i din even know that line man. what a failure i am. lol. anyway,i found him familiar. lol. saw him somewhere before. LOL. nvm. HAHA! i dont care if he sees this or not, "MING HUI! LOL. see you around somewhere near tampines! LOL. must remember me arh! MUST SAY ANNYEONG! X) "
haha.OHH.pluss he's super popular with the korean female students.lol.all of them wanted to talk pictures with him. bu chuo ma,at least when he go korea,maybe a group of korean girls want to stalk him.LOL.

ernest's super comical. i think his exaggerated acting makes him so dorky la. haha. the koreans were happily laughing at his actions. HE'S SUPER LAME. but i think the students couldn't understand him. lOl. they must be thinking what a weird ajjushi is talking about. heehee. :)
"oh yeh,ernest,i'm not a free sweet supplier. it's just that i wanna finish off the polo sweet, & i see that you need to take a sweet from all the talking. haha." it's so fun to know them.

the best part was to get back and talk to janelle,bojun,angelyn & jerr. LOL. angelyn & i fangirled. and jerr attempted to join.lol.they just dont undrstnd. unless they are fanboys. haha. jan,bj,jerr & i spent a crazy time playing with the masking tape. IT WAS MADNESS MAN! we were all giggling as we walked around the pillar non-stop,throwing & catching the masking tape roll (mtr). LOL. we RAN quite long until when.............. JERROLD attempt to catch the mtr, he "flew" into the air & *SMACK* *PIACK* *BOOM* FLAT onto the CONCRETE GROUND.

OMG. you know. i felt sorry for him,but IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOO FUNNNY!!!! it's a pity tt it happened within a split second. the rest of us were laughing so hard that our faces turned red. LOL. minghui came out. & saw us in our super unglam laughing state & jerr facedown. he asked me wat happened,but i couldnt say anything. BECAUSE I WAS LAUGHING SO HARD. SO HARD THAT I WAS GASPING FOR AIR. lol. super confused minghui looked and asked if jerr was okay. LOL. all the more,we laughed harder. lols. jerr,thanks lots for all those laughter. i will never forget it in my whole life. LOL. we were doing lots of silly stuff. :DDD

ohh ohh ohh. talking to the koreans was challenging. cos their english isnt really that good yet. so,it's difficult to cross the language barrier. haha. but i still managed to talk to them. LOL.
the zhong dian has turned to ourselves. as in i enjoyed my day mainly due to JANELLE,ANGELYN,BOJUN,JERROLD,MINGHUI & ERNEST. :)) they brought smiles to me. OH and especially my POLO sweets which bonded us since we needed something to wake our brains up. LOL. love you guys so much! (: jaemi yisoryo!! chin cha!!
if i din come,i would have regretted.

and,lol,before we left,minghui & erenest thanked us lots since we had did them lots. cos we also did saaigang & manual labour work. haha. lol.they would either die or suffer if we werent there.LOL. THANKS FOR RECOGNISING OUR EFFORTS!! XDDD actually,we din do much.

haha. went macs for dinner.lol.and aft eating,it became a sharing session. only i was emo-ing. cos i was displaced badly today. haha. heard many secrets la. so bimbo-tic la. haha. for dunno what reason,we started singing at macs. LOLX. people started listening to US. LOL. haha. tho we were off for some parts,overall still ok. lol. nad the aunties at the next table said we sang quite nice. LOL. HELLO. GOSH. it's so crazy please! we're so silly! i think being with a group of choir people,we will forever be doing silly stuffs. haha. SO FUN!! and there was a dong bang appreciation session. ((: LOLX. we love doing acapellas! hope the choir alumni will be set up no matter what. we love singing. i love singing. and after i got into JC, i really understand & experience the true meaning of singing. i do not sing for the sake of singing. i sing for the sake of passion & the urge to bring forth the appreciation for all sorts of music. it's my passion. my love. my everything.

i never regretted joining a choir. for it was where,i met my friends who share the same passion as me,where all the perious memories were. let's get back together soon k? and be all ready to start the NAS alumni choir aft midyears.

take care! i'll miss you all!! see you all back at ngee ann choir alumni meetings! :)))

P.S sorry for this super lengthy post. heehee.

TAG REPLIES!!! :DDD
mrs TOP: LOLX. thanks dear! haha. i'm back! with some urge to blog. haha. YES! I LOVE SHINee's songs only! and only jonghyun melts me! awww!!! the tune of the song is addicting,making me leave it on repeat cos it will REPLAY! lol. shake up,break up,make up!!! thank you so muchh! take your time to read. ;)
WEIYI: HEY! the tagboard was always there ma. lol. miss ya loads!! haha. can you let me know the exact date that you'll be back? lol. cos i need to arrange my time properly. i can give expection to you cos i dun wanna go out from 9jun that week onwards.haha. LOLX. YUPP!YUPP! i do watch the shows! haha. but dependin on who's on the program. & i seriously need subtitles. LOL. i'm upgrading my fangirl status. haha. ((: lol. it's ok la. you can fill up as much as you want,cos i think there's definitely plenty of space for you to tagg!! heehee. reply me asap kays?LOL.
CHRISTABEL: LOL. NOPE. it aint FT ISLAND's junghoon. this is SHINee's jonghyun. and i think he's the best looking among the rest. LOL. SHINee's SM's new boyband.all trying to challenge FT's age range & bigbang's style. HAHA. CHRISTABEL!! must update update on fangirl stuff le! LOL. :)))
BAOHUI (: : YAY! MUST JIAN CHI XIA QU. HEN HAO!! JIAYOU! you'll get more readers the longer you continue blogging. haha. ya. i'm so proud that JJ's a singaporean with special music talents. his lyrics fits exactly what happened. so sad. must donate more hor! LOL.

2008-05-27T22:15:00.009+08:00

爱与希望 - 林俊杰

i think i can really cry. the earthquake has really left me alot of thoughts on life. and listening to JJ's 爱与希望, i just feel the urge of bursting into tears. [PS. I'm not a girl who easily cries.] it's super sad. even though i'm not the one directly affected, i'm still saddened by the fact that many people in SiChuan esp in WenChuan, the county nearest the epicentre, have suffered the most.

more than 60,000 people have died & tens of thousands of others injured and lost. those images of of falling debris,crushed buildings, DEBRISES really haunt me. it's so sad, to see students not get a living chance to continue studying and make it big in the future. China has lost many of its supporting pillars in this natural disaster. As a student,i grieve for all the victims of the earthquake. it hurts me to see so many innocent lives taken in this disaster. every life is precious. i can't imagine if this were to happen to Singapore.

i feel really blessed. with my family & friends still living happily around me, i'm contented (not really,cos of studies) to be able to be STILL HERE. ON EARTH. i'm proud of JJ & i love JJ for his music talents, to be able to bring his message across to everyone through his songs clearly.
he spent 2 days writing this 爱与希望 song,crying while writing it. it hurts me so much.

i should cry. and the tears would be for the quake victims.
the survivors,do live on with courage & determination. i would like to commend on the rescuers' efforts for risking their lives to search for surviviors. through donations from the international community, it shows sign of 爱与希望,love & hope, in this chaotic society. and from this incident,the Chinese government has really changed the impression that the global community has of it. they have matured in their way of handling this incident.
DON'T DESPAIR. be strong. SiChuan,you'll be able to stand up from this fall. JIAYOU!

so much sad stuff.maybe there should be happy stuff.
someone has melted my heart recently.
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jonghyun. lol. i'm not ur noona. lOl. too young to be ur noona.
you're my oppa. :)

i totally love his VOICE. oh boy,you make me swayyy...
SM Entertainment's new boyband SHINee's hit song
누난 너무 예뻐 (Replay) makes me so addicted to it. and it totally made me REPLAY REPLAY REPLAY the song SOOOOO MANYYY times.
the direct translation of the song title is " Noona is very pretty" . (Noona is the term guys use to acknowledge females who are older than them, i.e. elder sister)

BUT i'll never betray my dear darling LEESUNGMIN. i'm faithful to him always.

lovely darling.so cute & man lor. & he's not gay. no one else can step into the heart of a fangirl other than her darling favourite idols. ((:

ohh.righttt..

TAG REPLIES!!!!!!
CHERYL HONG: dearr CHERYL!! MISS YOU LOTS TOO!! i miss ruffling your hair & poking you. ESP laughing with you. come back kay? lol. i wan your seat in the comm. LOL. just kidding. but i dont mind.LOL.
CHOOYAN: LOL. see when you're free ba. ((: sms me.
TRISHHYY: ;DDDDDDDDD
JOELG: haha. i know la. lol. but it's super nice! (: yupp,yupp. i will. haha.

2008-05-25T17:41:00.006+08:00

mmm... my darling chocolate!! i'm so addicted to it!!
!!RRAWRR!! how sweet if someone gets it for me every single day!!
then,everyday will be a happy bueno-ing day!!

HANG ON! I'M BUENO-ING!! XD

it's officially the holidays. well, it doesnt seem like one. maybe it's just the start that's why with all the makeup lessons & lectures ahead,i feel so worn out already.
i've been thinking through these days. how i actually spent my time during this past week.
there were many events that were memorable. (:
i feel so breathless & tired from going for tuition. i know it's for my own good. but i just dont want. having to continue the vicious cycle of sleeping late & not completing homework, it totally affects my performance in school.

alright.now the choir concert is over. i feel much more relaxed,but lost.
the time on every wed & fri has now becomed an empty slot.
should i smile or cry?
it's so contradicting.
i'm sure all my fellow choir members will feel that way too.
we have spent so many hours together as a choir fighting for what we want.

we have achieved it. although we have a break, but it still feels so empty.
one wish that i always had, is to form a acapella group with my friends who share the same passion as me. LOL. not to mention, i rather form a acapella dance group.
how cool will that be?!

they are our role models.
Dong Bang Shin Ki

lol. i shall stop ranting for now. i'll end this post with my darling Super Junior.
X)
please donate generously to help the Sichuan quake victims.

2008-05-24T23:18:00.006+08:00

hello dears!

i'm back !!

there are super lots of things i have to update.
eg. CHOIR CONCERT.

i know. no one's reading this man.
it doesnt matter.

i'm one great loner. talking to myself.

*comforts myself* i'm such a pathetic soul. *wiggles*

*SLAMS TABLE* NOW RIGHT.

:) hee. like this new layout? i'm feeling real refreshed from the last skin.
should i create a livejournal blog? i'm so in love with lj layouts. X)

i shall end this boring post with silly SJ-M.
(berenice,so sorry.haha.i just cant stop my fangirl-ing. ><) it's so silly that i have to put it up. :)

Laugh out loud,dears!

super silly wookie! ><

2008-05-17T22:32:00.002+08:00

i'm keeping this short.
will return to blog aft first midyear ppr on friday which is 6 days from now.

WISH ME LUCK FOR THE CHOIR CONCERT ON 19 MAY!!
& WISH TPJCHOIR ALL THE BEST FOR A SUCCESSFUL CONCERT!!

jiayou!! i believe we can do it,even though we faced ALOT OF OBSTACLES this year.

ROADS
some take high roads...
some take low roads..
some take any roads beneath their feet.
some take soft roads anyway the wind blows..
some take lonely roads that never meet..

some take long roads..
some take dark roads..
some take hard roads that no one can see..
some are safe on the good roads,
while others are lost on the bad roads...

but they all come back,
they all come back...
they all come back to Thee..

2008-04-22T06:27:00.003+08:00

dear people,if there are any who's reading this.

I'M GOING ON

HIATUS.

sorry.i'm always like this.i know there are people out there reading my boring posts.
but my tagboard's forever dead.
plus school work's killing me.

well. maybe i shall update whenever i feel like.

tag replies:
mrsTOP: haha. UPDATE ald! but,LOL, a hiatus post. LOL. but i should be active in the forum,provided there's response to my posts.LOL. if not it'll seem like i'm spamming the forum. :D
christabel:thanks for introducing me to FTI! i'm starting to love them. X) F!T!I!S!L!A!N!D! haha. LOL. now suju got nothing much since they're on their concert tour. haha. dong bang got lots of updates. go to this fansite : http://fangirlmitz.blogspot.com/ constant update of dong bang. :) & ALOT of their japan arena tour pictures. haha. take care!!

fangirl

2008-04-13T12:19:00.004+08:00

i'm such a fangirl.
w/o mingen at the bbq last night,i could only fangirl for a moment.
but luckily liting & stephanie were there to fangirl with me for awhile.

i'm SOOOOOOOOO in LOVE with SJ,DBSK & FT ISLAND.

<3 love them!

2008-04-08T21:57:00.004+08:00

phew. finally. i dont have to worry much.
although the ending wasnt satisfactory for me,i still understand why things just cant go my,as in as a student's,way.

this crisis this time is a lesson for everyone to learn. although there were many emotions, we still have to carry on with life.
it's ok. it's ok. i'm sure we can overcome all sorts of obstacles & adversities.
definitely. together. as one.

things wont be the same.but who are we to remain unchanged?
the future is for US to make a significant change.
not for the worse. BUT FOR THE BEST. :)

jiayou peeps!people,have confidence & faith in urself. we can survive. ;)

LOL.

SUPER JUNIOR M is OUT!

the boys inclusive of henry & zhoumi.
poor boys.the 2 new trainees kena arrowed by ELFs.
but the other SUJU boys are sure hawt! ;)
wookie,wonnie,hae,hyunnie,gennie change alot in their image.
esp wookie [i love his hair & sharp facial features!], wonnie [ his hairstyle is like "WOAHH!" ] .

love the 13 SUJU boys! <3

OH! IVY! i dunno if you see this.but i'm so sorry about what happened aft choir. i still feel guilty.
but HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! we'll be friends,always!

happy belated bdae,no14. :)

2008-04-06T00:07:00.005+08:00

[EDIT]:This post was written with inspiration from ming en's post.
LOL. thanks girl,for giving me some inspiration to blog my feelings.

I'VE GOT TONS OF "WHY" QNS TO ASK.

why must this happen to me?
why must this happen to US?
why must this happen just before our concert?
why must the policy be implemented at this period of time?
why must you do this to make all our efforts go down the drain?
why must you indirectly force him to leave?
why are you two unable to come to a satisfactory agreement?
why does the new policy affect us SO BADLY?
why must i be hurt at this period of time?
why must all the bad news come to me this week?
why do i have to suffer all the mental torture that is coming from all the complications of these matters?

i'm so not going to let anything that will affect me emotionally and physically happen.

NO 1.
i am so going to let our 19may esplanade concert going to take place with everyone plus our main conductor. NOT A SINGLE PERSON IS TO BE LEFT OUT.

NO 2.
the overseas trip is a form of cultural exchange with the people in other countries. not going there is trying to prevent us from mixing around with people socially on an international basis.
if there is no overseas trip,we will become sua gu and dunno what is going on & how is it in the outside world.

I'M SO NOT GOING TO BE CONFINED IN A SMALL ISLAND.

NO 3.

although the choir does not have as much limelight as other top choirs, it's still the best.
for over more than 10 years, our main conductor has been with the choir for SUCH A LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG TIME. and the problem is causing all his efforts to go down the drain sooner or later.

I'M SO NOT GOING TO LET HIS EFFORTS TO BE IN VAIN. I'M NOT SO GOING TO AGREE TO ANOTHER CONDUCTOR.

NO 4.
it's not so easy to find and hire the BEST conductor in S'pore to conduct a choir. no chance to find one. cos our main conductor IS THE BEST CHORAL CONDUCTOR IN S'PORE. and he's definitely slowly gaining international recognition.

I'M NOT SO GOING TO HAVE A CHANGE IN THE BEST CHORAL CONDUCTOR. HE'S NEEDED AND WANTED SUPER BADLY.

NO 5.
ever since PAE, i got to make new friends. they are my fellow choir mates,my buddies,my friends who go through the fun-yet-tiring practices. we went through all obstacles tgt.

I'M SO NOT GOING TO SEPARATE US AND BREAK US APART.
CAUSE WE BELONG TOGETHER.

NO 6.
just because of the policy, I'M SO NOT GOING TO ALLOW THE CHOIR TO CLOSE DOWN.
it's a ~~sinful~~ bad and unfair thing to do.

I DONT DARE TO QUICKLY COME TO ANY CONCLUSION.

I DONT WISH FOR OTHER THING ELSE.

ALL I HOPE FOR IS NOTHING IS GOING TO HAPPEN. IE. PRACTICE RESUMES AS PER NORMAL.

AND FOR GOODNESS SAKE. THE WAR/CLASH BETWEEN THE TWO TITANS MAY HAVE AN UNDESIRABLE ENDING. THEIR WAR/CLASH/FIGHT/DISAGREEMENT WILL GO NO WHERE. ALL I CARE IS THAT, NEVER EVER INCLUDE THE KIDS IN THE TROUBLE.
BECAUSE I HAVE A HEADACHE AS WE,THE STUDENTS, ARE SUFFERING THE MOST FROM ALL THE DISAGREEMENTS AND FIGHTS AGAINST EACH OTHER.
I FEEL ALOT LIKE A TOOL/TOY.

TODAY,I STAND FIRM,UPON ALL OF YOU,TO STATE THAT I DO NOT FULLY AGREE TO THE SOLUTIONS TO PROBLEMS CAUSED BY THE EDUCATION POLICY. AND THAT WE,AS ONE VOICE, ONE CHOIR, ONE PASSION, BELONG TOGEHTER AS ONE.

WE SHALL NOT GIVE UP OUR FIGHTING SPIRIT! WE'LL BE THERE FOR EACH OTHER ALL THE WAY,FOREVER.

2008-04-05T23:32:00.002+08:00

OMO.

just ignore what ever i posted previously. my mind wasnt functioning very well.
i congratulate those who have got into the SC.
some candidates who i think have the potential made it through.
dont despair, those who din get in.

this week was kinda rotten. in the sense that there were a few heart-breaking news.

i'm super crestfallen & upset.
i'm not really feeling like that now,but it justs gives me a rotten & super suai feeling.

it's inconvenient to mention anything here cos it involves people who to me are important and respectful.
and i'm at risk of being one of the two blogs that is being monitored by the school.

that's right. but how on earth does the school actually track down my blog if there's a possibilty?
i mean,i dont think i'm that unlucky to be one of them since there are thousand over people in the sch and i guess at least 40% of the students have their own blogs.
and dont worry. i'm not a racist or discriminator [is there even such a word?].

mingen,rest assure. my posts have nth really much to do with the sch. i dont have to be afraid of them tracking down since my posts dont mean much to anyone.

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all for now, i just wish for a miracle to happen. a situation which can be solved without any gains or losses. cos in this situation,only us,the students,will suffer. and the original goal will never be reached. ><
i gotta do my best in helping to turn the current situation where all parties involved have a satisfying ending.

2008-03-30T01:51:00.004+08:00

if lying was a sin,

then procrastinating is a sin.

and i'm a GREAT sinner.
i always procrastinate. :/ darn. from time to time,i always remind myself not to do it again aft every procrastination. but it doesnt seem to work.

I HATE IT.

homework pile is real huge this week. & i'm still stuck at the top of the homework list.
i'm not sleeping tonight. & i'm gonna SHUT THIS COMPUTER DOWN when i finish blogging.

this week's a really bad week for me.all the unlucky things happen to me.

having woken up and going to school early,i FORGOT my handphone. my darling phone was left on the table 'energizing' itself while i actually forgot to bring it along. it was only at the side gate when i rmb-ed. i wanted to turn back & run home to get it,but time was up. up for morning assembly. such a torture.

luckily i managed to endure for 150minutes before mom brought the phone to sch.(thnx ma for bringing it to sch!thnx ting ming & jia jia for lending me ur phone to make a phone call!) i cldnt possibly live through the day w/o my hp,reason being: there's choir prac & i need to keep in contact with my choir buddies.

yeah.right.actually this isnt real bad. what i call unlucky is to get a LIVING mini baby cockroach crawling on the outside of ur black pencil case. what the heck. i cant believe such nonsense can actually happen to me. hurhur. >:/

math lecture was the 1st lesson for the day. it was mass lecture so we had to seat according to our assigned class seating plan. i took out my notes. nothing happened so far.
what's a lecture w/o having a pen/pencil to take notes down?
obviously,i had to take out my pencil case to take my stationary.

rubbish.it's logical.thank you,mr/miss cockroach for giving me & my friends a surprise.do quickly grow into an adult cockroach & die the natural way. to be welcomed by the sudden guest,i couldnt do much,but keep on wondering where & how on earth did the cockroach enter my bag & stay on my pencil case w/o being squashed to death.

i'm not that stupid to hold my pencil case the whole day.i let my pencil case lie on the floor.
& tata,sayonara,anyeong-hi-ka-sae-yo,zai jian,bye bye mr/miss cockroach!
it started crawling to the other side of the audi. LOL.

but its existence in my bag shocked me. [duh..who wldnt be shocked by a cockroach who suddenly appeared on ur pencilcase?]

there are TWO possiblities:
1) it crawled into my bag at home.
2) it dropped into my bag when i was walking along some bushes along the side gate.
[why?cos there's this small hole at the top of my bag,for idk what purpose.]

but ~~1) it crawled into my bag at home~~. is confirm 100% out. this possibility is too low.if it was in my bag at home,it would have been ald squashed/flatten like no one's business on my way to school.

so,the only possibility left is the 2nd one.
i shall continue investigating. i shall not rest this case.
& please,my house is clean.w/o any incidents of discovering unwanted guests in bags.

council elections are a headache. i'm lazy to vote people who i dont see any particular potential. it's crazy. i'm under immense stress cause quite a few of my PAE classmates are running for council as independent candidates. plus. i want to vote for the people who have the potential to be a student councilor,to represent the student body & to be able to fulfill and take care of the students' welfare. but i just cant seem to spot any one who has the "CONFIRM COUNCILOR COS HE/SHE HAS THE GREATEST POTENTIAL TO BE ONE" type of look.

idk.it's hard to say.i just hope the councilors who eventually emerge victorious in this election would be able to 完成 their 使命,that is they have to fulfill their duties.with 100% commitment & salt,spices & everything nice. and obviously,they cant break the promises they made to the student body.

[fyi, PROMISE is a really BIG word.so dont anyhow promise people.]

it's tough being a councilor.i know the fun is there. but the time & sacrifice has to be there too.
i would like to be one if the process isnt that difficult or the workload isnt too heavy.
but for now,no thanks. being in the choir is as tough as it is in student council.
but i wanna get into the choir committee. preferably the admin comm,cos i dun even know how to read notes fast & play the keyboard (i need to find the keys by counting).

haha. i'm so sorry for being a spoilsport,but i seriously think that everything seems to be ruined in our batch's hands.
~~in my opinion,the future of the 23rd student council doesnt seem promising.~~
please read & forget about the line abv.

i hope the 23rd student council can prove me wrong. & that the 10 independent councilors that earned our votes do carry out their duties & make a possible,significant & impactful change to our school.

well. I'M NOT GOING TO CONTINUE TO BE A GREAT SINNER. NO MORE A PROCRASTINATOR.

TAG REPLIES
qiuting: LOL.you're back! i'm lazy to update.LOL.
raudah: you want to buy the hoody arh? the one your oppa wore? haha. here's the link. http://seoulciety.livejournal.com/694.html#cutid1 but the spree's already closed. if you wan to buy we buy tgt la! LOL. you+me+wengyi = crazy fangirls of 08S32. LOL.
MINGEN: LOL. nope. he's not lipsyncing. he can sing high. i'm in awe of him. like junsu. but i love susu more. or like changminnie. minnie's high register can compete with tt guy le. LOL.
trish: ya. ok. but sch's real busy. all tests & homework & other crap stuffs all coming up. plus i've got tuition during weekends,which makes going out tgt a lil difficult. wanna see you soon! if not wait for the next public holiday. or if there's any free day i'll sms or call you. darn. the pink jacket's still in my mind! >^<>

undone homework: math,chem, PW, chinese, GP debate. X?

2008-03-24T00:48:00.002+08:00

this guy is super pro can! i envy him! he's a potential singer.

all i can say is WOW.

watch.

Nick Pitera singing Part Of Your World

now i think bojun lose to him sia.just have to wait for joel to send me the bojun video.
Nick Pitera is PRO.
How Bojun is FUNNY. (((:

shall do an edit when i get the video. only you will then understand. haha.

;))

2008-03-24T00:14:00.004+08:00

i found two Super Junior Kiss The Radio podcast.

DJs: EunHyuk (Lee Hyuk Jae) & EeTeuk (Park Jung Soo)

dated back to 2007.11.26 : SUKIRA1,SUKIRA2, SUKIRA3
dated back to 2007.11.27 : SUKIRA1,SUKIRA2

P.S don't download.just listen. (or i dont think you even understand the language.)

credits to: http://my.podcast.com/73z137/playlist.xspf

P.S P.S i happen to stumble upon the site.

2008-03-23T00:13:00.010+08:00

Good Friday was supposed to be a holiday for me to finish up my homework.
it really seemed like one day wasted,but there were some memories.

4R1 '07 class chalet on Good Friday (:

approximately 1830++ hrs. at the beach at east coast park.
the view of the sun setting is superb even we cant clearly see it.

(from left) jiahui,tanyin,jingyu getting ready to throw the sandballs they made.LOL.

haha.well,before that..
HOW TO THROW SANDBALLS INTO THE SEA W/O EVEN MAKING ONE?
hurhur!

dont you find this picture sweet? somehow it looks like an angel peeking from in between the top of the trees. what a nice timing since it was good friday. X)

oh yeah,another view of the sunset,now with SQ in sight. HEHE.

AH. the moon rising up in the evening. it's a pity i dont own a good camera/hp to take a picture of the red rising moon. :)

nicer view of the moon. hehe. i took the lady in the picture so that it can give an artistic feel to the pic. ;)

the fullest my hp cam can zoom. :/ not really nice but still acceptable la.
my photography skills seriously suck.

:) i attempted to take a picture with the moon. LOL. janelle just popped into the picture. but at least it turned out nice. XD but what's with that sleepy & pitiful eyes of mine? it looks so sad to me. hmmph.

haha. a last scenery picture to make up for the lousy pictures i took.

LOL.that was all for the short walk we took after playing 3 hours of games in the bedroom.
it was kinda boring cos it was either tati or majong. but the company was great!
OH YEAH! we played OLD MAID. haha. it's such an old game that i rmb-ed the last time i played it was in primary school. i actually got the old maid card,but luckily i din get the pair.
initally those who played were jiahui, tanyin,jingyu,grace,janelle,joel,daniel & me. slowly,everyone started finishing all the pairs that they have.
& the final battle for the title of OLD MAID was between JINGYU & ME.
LOL. i never want to win such a game. thank goodness! thank you jingyu, for taking the OLD MAID CARD!!!!!

haha. okays.i made some GIFs for jh,ty & jy. ;)

tide coming in!!

you guys ready for the competition? X)

alright! & here,we have a live report from our reporter-cum-competitor, MISS GOLDFISH.

sorry for the lousy video quality. HAHA.

we had a fortune telling session at night,telling about your love life.
well,it can be quite accurate sometimes.
it all depends on fate. ;)
you guys can ask me to help u all read.
thanks to bao hui who taught us how to read our our love life fortune. :)

i shall end this post with one of my love one.

my darling best friend, jung yunho :D

2008-03-21T00:21:00.002+08:00

sia la.
i think i'm turning into an emo kia.
pardon me for the bad english.

i just hate being alone.

there's the 4r1 class chalet tmr. thank you so much,joel! for putting in the effort to book a chalet on a public holiday to organise a class outing.
but candy & the rest are not going. ok. here's the connection.

candy,jiayu,grace,sara not going ---> waikei,shuhui not going.

urghh! i really hate myself for being indecisive.
it really hurts to think so much. cos i always worry and think alot about stuff.
any random things that come into my mind,i'll think alot about it.

especially for events,incidents or some friendship problems,these stuff wont put my mind at ease.homework,friendship,tests,exams or even relations with other people around me.

LOL.i'm sidetracking too much.
ya.the class chalet. since it's like the whole group wont be there, i do not have much more close friends going. even though those who are going,they do still have their own clique to hang out with at the bbq pit. ahh. i just worry that i'll be lonely. no company. :/
sad right? it really seems like i have no life. for goodness sake, i do have friends. but we're not really best buddies like what. i mean,i do not have a clique. my own group of friends who i always hang out wherever i go.
that's my prob.
i'm sociable.i make friends with people of all races & religions,personalities,characters etc..
i do not like to leave people out in any groups,take choir for example.
but there is never one single friend who understands me the most.

haha.there are always pros & cons to every thing in life.we cant do anything about it.
it depends on a person's point of view of the thing. if he is able to see everything from all perspectives,he would be able to fully understand the whole issue.

well,after having a talk with my friends,i've decided to go.partly because,i dun wan joel's efforts to go to waste & i wanna meet up with my friends so that we can catch up with each other. (plus returing borrowed stuff.hehe.)

money has left my pocket for these few months.and it since has been escaping everyday from my pocket. but never mind.

do think:
$10++ for unlimited memories with friends.

isnt it worth my money?is it worth my time?or is this gathering a lil time-consuming?
there are many thinking points.
haix.anyway,if possible,i'll try to post up some pictures at the chalet.

alright.to my friends out there,i can be your audience,ur listening ear.i wont reveal the details of our conversations to others. just dont force me to spills the beans. and i'm gonna watch what i'm gonna say,cos it may slip my mind anytime.
i dun wan to hurt the friendships you all have.

stay cheerful every single day!
have a lollipop to make it your day! :)

2008-03-15T23:08:00.005+08:00

TRISH!
YOUR JJ FOR YOU!
i'm letting 2 pictures of him hog this whole post!haha.

:) urgghh. >< my gums hurt.those wisdom teeth are growing out ald.

2008-03-15T21:39:00.008+08:00

holidays are ending and i havent accomplished much.
how much i wish this holiday could last for another week or so.

darn! but who should i blame?
is it dong bang shin ki's fault?
or is it super junior's fault?

i should blame myself for loving them too much that the 18 boys have become my priority.
>_<

sorry kibum,i dun love you as much as mingen does.haha. XD sungmin's still mine! (;

i feel like i'm walking aimlessly. :/
only if i have an oppa like
my best friend,u-know jung yunho sshi

OR

my best friend's wife,youngwoong kim jae joong sshi

OR

my dearest teukkie angel,leeteuk park jung soo sshi

OR

my darling adorable bunny pumpkin,lee sungmin sshi

i'll work hard for them,for my future.

if there's a chance,i'll definitely want to get into the entertainment industry,so how.
i dont have to be an artiste or what.
oh anyway,
jaejoong[i should say DBSK] on heroine 6: catch the mouse game

super funny!

& DBSK playing DibiDibi on heroine 6
part 1

part 2

sorry.everyday is a 동방 day for me. XD
pardon me. :)

pink frenzy,picture spam

2008-03-11T22:59:00.016+08:00

finally,i've decided to update.hahax.
feeling so lethargic these days. maybe it's due to the weather.
it's literally raining everyday for goodness sake.

i feel so sleepy & lazy la. but the march holidays are real busy.
not only i have homework,i think all the outings are killing me.
my schedule's fully packed la. i think my mom can kill me for going out everyday.
but monday & friday are choir days. what to do? my favourite cca.
singing is my passion.i dun mind singing everyday.but it can getting boring sometimes.
company depends too.if you got fun company,you'll be glad to spend & kill time with your company of fun people despite the boring practices.hahax.

okays.it's TUESDAY today.
i enjoyed myself alot today. i finally managed to meet up with my dear smelly janice & dear trish.haha.cos i see mingen almost everytime,so i dun miss her so much.HAHA.
it's great to have such wonderful friends like them.
shopping together.haha.and fangirl-ing like no one's business.
HEEHEE. & i bought a jacket today. gosh.i think i have an appeal for pink stuff.
i'm sorry,i really dont like pink,cos it's a real girly colour for me.
but whenever i see pink now,it's real nice.not light pink.it's more of a darker pink.
i cant get the real nice colours out here.but the pink's very nice.
EEEKKSS. LEE SUNGMIN seems to influence me to have a love for PINK. ><

but he's super duper adorable no matter what colour he loves.
i know guys who like pink like crazy may turn you all off,but he's still as adorable as ever to me.
but i dun think i can stand my future bf for being such a cute & pink guy like him la.

haha.kays,back to today's outing.plan was actually for eating sakae.but we downgraded lots to eating pizza hut.LOL.i think i'm gonna get sick of cheese.i dun like it so cheesy. urk.
i wanted to buy lots of dong bang stuff,but in the end,din spend much except $0.80 on a dong bang sticker.haha.anyway,the comics connection in S'pore's all the same.all the stuff are the same. no much diff anywhere. not much dong bang stuff lor. so disappointing.

AH.if you love jpop/kpop,go to orchard cathy cineleisure 9th floor.there's this shop which sells all jpop/kpop stuff.& the goods there are directly imported from japan or south korea.not a single one from china. it's so crazy there. all fangirls will spend hours there fangirl-ing.
hahax.i really hope someone will buy me dong bang stuff.
if someone buys me ALL ABOUT DBSK Season 2

i'll cry.it's not cheap.if you really want to buy it for me,start saving.it's 5 months to my bdae.
LOL. market price for ALL ABOUT DBSK : S$99.90/-

or if someone buys DBSK "O" Concert DVD

which is S$69.90 (including a poster),i'll cry too.

i feel so greedy.but all the nice stuffs are expensive.
if i have loads of money i definitely want loads of super junior & dongbang stuff.
blogger image uploader laggy.so i cant post up pics.haix.

anyway, i saw this very cute tshirt.LOL.

haha.i wont be so crazy to buy such clothes. i'm a thrifty person.hahax.
kays.picture spam now.
HAHA. pardon me for the fangirl-ing.OH.
before the pictures,tag replies.HAHA.

christabel: haha.voted for jay chou.LOL.and,ya,SNSD's the female version of Super Junior,just that they have 4 less people. Lee Soo Man's ideas again.but actually they're not that bad la.
farhannah: HELLO!!
janice: smelly,seen ya ald! japan & south korea's waiting for us! give me your money,girl! i'll be your treasurer. just give me the key to your safebox! haha.
you dont spend so much ah! spend them on changminnie instead of buying clothes.LOL.joking nia.haha. miss ya smelly! X) tell me ur new blog link kays?!
huanting: yeah,updated!haha.i lazy to update la. haha. cant wait for ge yao to start. LOL. esp if jeremy,nat & jeff come,i think you'll go crazy! haha. XD
jasmine: FOR GOODNESS SAKE! I'M NOT BANANA PLANTATION FARMER LA! YOU THEN PU TOR! PU TOR FISHBALL! lol. grape flavour fishball?hmm.interesting. your sense of shades of colours got prob leh. lemon yellow where got banana yellow? aiyo. you auntie arh?LOL.only know banana nia. & i hate bananas.

:) keep those tags coming.haha.

jaemin for minnie's darling janice (X

chunnie for dear christabel! :)

another beautiful minnie for janjan! ;)

one dong bang for ALL of US! XD
haha.

one yunho for mingen.

JUNG YUNHO is my BEST FRIEND.since he's other people's husband/boyfriend,he's my BEST FRIEND. friendship lasts longer right?haha.
sooooooo,

one PINK JUNG YUNHO for MYSELF!

lastly,one SUPER SHOW for MYSELF!!

:) enjoy your holidays!
who dances to Balloons in a subway?
this guy does. HAHA.

yunho & junsu teaching Balloons dance steps!

uber cute! XD *SCREAMS*
heehee. :)

2008-03-06T22:59:00.002+08:00

kayys.this week is coming to an end soon.
& next week is ALREADY the march holidays.
THE HOLIDAYS.
3 months have ald passed. without notice.
it just seemed like yesterday. X/

PAE passed in the blink of an eye.now,we have just started JAE.
those memories in PAE wont be forgotten.
08S21,my OG28,my close friends [trish,janice].
LOL. let's create more memories in the future if there are any more chances.

haix.whatever la.my life is the typical boring life.
what do you expect?i've got no mood to blog.
ok.i mean i do get inspirations what to blog about randomly.
BUT,it's useless when i come here,blogger,to blog.
gosh.i wish i could stay emo throughout my two years sia.

i actually wanted to blog about the SC controversy.
it's a long story,serious.
[i shall blog some other times.haha]

laziness doesnt solve everything.
LOL.
anyway,do me a favour k?
go to this website http://yule.sohu.com/20080107/n254501887.shtml and vote for dong bang shin ki. see the picture with 5 nice looking guys & select the option below it & press the vote button.

please help to vote every 30 minutes okay?
thanks lots!

where's my lollipop? i din see it anywhere.
i wanna see it tmr. XD

2008-03-03T21:58:00.005+08:00

i guess i'm on cloud nine today!

it's a really sweet day for me! even though the boring lectures were torturous,i still love the events that happened today!

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SWEETTTTTTTTT!!!

SOMEONE MADE MY DAY TODAY!

i love it! X) *beams & blushes*

la~la~la~i'm so so so so happy!!
ack.i dont think you're so interested in knowing what ever i type.

heck care.i'm gonna make this a sloppy post.

i was sabo-ed by my class to be the chem rep.

EH.for what you all want me to be the chem rep?
i rather be a commoner la.just a member of the class. XP
hahax. well,i guess it's okay. at least i do not have to be the CLASS REP.

WOOTS! then i dont have to be so busy. haha.
if i were to be the class rep,i'll be an SC (possibility is LOW.YES!).
if i was a SC,i'll be busy with SC stuff,CHOIR & ge yao("the .....wad music grp" quoted frm longyin aka longan.)

you want me to die ar?i dun wan to be a retainee. i wan to pass my promos & do well for A levels.

SO YA.dun sabo me anymore.

ha.

PE was OK & i was over the moon,cos i dun have to be tortured by my PAE PE teacher anymore.
mr alex chua was very comical & humorous. FUNNY AR...

made us do:
2 rounds of light jog,
super pain stretches,
20 push-ups,
18 crunches[or crutches?]
12 superman pose type of exercise (to train abdominal muscles)
baton passing
etc...

HMPHHHHHHHHHHH.
what is this?!

ACK.
whatever.as long as it's not running rounds,i'll be satisfied. ;)

hehe. actually, i'm starting to feel something for 08S32.
initially,i din really like the class as a whole [NOT THE PEOPLE] just because we're of rojak combinations. now we dont have any chinese guy in our class.
the rest of the guys are malays.
in some sense,it's kinda weird w/o having any chinese guys in our class.
but i discovered that it's quite fun talking to the malay guys.
i'm not racist.people,i'm promoting racial harmony.that's the point of coming to a mixed sch.
i dont mind the company of malay guy classmates. one of them(dzul) was my previous tuition classmate.it's fun to have them in class. just to liven the atmosphere in class.
especially Faisal.he happily sabotaged me to be the chem rep.

haha.never mind.he shall be the class rep-cum-GP rep.
he's very funny.always saying lame stuff. & he loves singing songs.
maybe he should join SONGFEST '08. haha.

oh,and i spoke to haikal online too.haha.he's comical too.
it's real fun to take to them. XD

as for the girls,i'm getting to know them better.although we're split up now,i'll still go around to mix with them & get to know them better.haha.
most of the time,i'll take the initiative to approach other ppl when i feel comfortable.

but that applies only to getting to know people & making new friends & in friendship too.
but not for the affairs of the heart.
HAHA. *beams*

well,that's why,till now,i've got no bf or a clique with best friends. LOL.
sad leh.

okay.okay.
to conclude,
the former JI leader,who is a fugitive who is at large now,hasnt been caught.
in my opinion,i think it's quite impossible that he's still in Singapore.
let's just hope that he'll be back in the confined detention area SOON.

kays.i'm gonna leave you with a music video to watch.the song's very cute. & it describes my feeling for today! *blushes*

here's KISSING YOU by So Nyuh Shi Dae featuring Donghae from Super Junior.

KISSING YOU

romanisation:
doo doo roo~ doo doo doo
kissing you baby~
doo doo roo~ doo doo doo
loving you baby~

SeoHyun
jangnanseuruhn nuheh kiseueh gibooni choha
YoonA
gwiyuhbge saechimhan pyojuhng jiuhdo
TaeYeon
uhneu saenga naneun soongnyuhchuruhm nae ibsooreun
TaeYeon
sageunsageun geudae ireum booreujyo
*All
geudaewa bareul matchoomyuh guhdgo, nuheh doo soneul japgo,
All: ni uhddae-eh gidaeuh marhago shipuh
Sunny
gomawuh saranghae haengbongman joorkkeyo Kissing you oh my love
All
naeireun ddaseuhan haetsal sogeh nuhneun nae yuhpeh noowuh
All
sarangeh norael boolruhjoomyuh oosuhjwo
Yuri
darkomhan sarangeh giboon chohan hanmadi

doo doo roo~ doo doo doo
kissing you baby~
doo doo roo~ doo doo doo
loving you baby~

Tiffany
nooneul gamgo nuheh ibsooreh kiseureul hamyuhn
HyoYeon
nae boreun pingkeubit moori deuruhdo
Jessica
nae maeumeun imi nuhmuhgago nae gaseumen
Jessica
doogeundoogeun shimjangsori deulrijyo

*All
geudaewa bareul matchoomyuh guhdgo, nuheh doo soneul japgo,
All
ni uhddae-eh gidaeuh marhago shipuh
SeoHyun
gomawuh saranghae haengbongman joorkkeyo Kissing you oh my love
All
naeireun ddaseuhan haetsal sogeh nuhneun nae yuhpeh noowuh
All
sarangeh norael boolruhjoomyuh oosuhjwo
SooYoung
darkomhan sarangeh giboon chohan hanmadi

Sunny
saranghae saranghae nuhmaneul saranghae haneulmankeum
TaeYeon
uhnjena haengbokhageh hwanhan ooseum joorgeh
Jessica
nuhmaneh sojoonghan yuhjachingool yaksokhae

TaeYeon&Jessica
nuhneun nae yuhpeh itgo, nayeh doo nooneh itgo,
nuheh poomanen hangsang naega isseurgeh
Jessica
(naega isseurgeh~)

*All
geudaewa bareul matchoomyuh guhdgo, nuheh doo soneul japgo,
All
ni uhddae-eh gidaeuh marhago shipuh
TaeYeon
gomawuh saranghae haengbongman joorkkeyo Kissing you oh my love
All
naeireun ddaseuhan haetsal sogeh nuhneun nae yuhpeh noowuh
All
sarangeh norael boolruhjoomyuh oosuhjwo
Tiffany
darkomhan sarangeh giboon chohan hanmadi

Jessica
darkomhan sarangeh sarangeh giboon chohan hanmadi

english translation:
I feel happy with your joking kiss
Even if you have a cute & innocent expression
Without knowing like a lady my lips
are calling your name

We walk while matching our feets, holding our hands
I want to lean on your shoulder and tell you.
"Thank you I Love You I will only give you happiness" Kissing you oh my love
Tommorow you are lying next to me in the warm sun
when i sing you a love song you smile
The sweet & happy words "I Love You"

Kissing you baby~ Loving you baby~

When i kiss you while closing my eyes
my cheeks turn red
I have already fallen for you, in my chest
you can hear my heart beating

*We walk while matching our feets, holding our hands
I want to lean on your shoulder and tell you.
"Thank you I Love You I will only give you happiness" Kissing you oh my love
Tommorow you are lying next to me in the warm sun
when i sing you a love song you smile
The sweet & happy words "I Love You"

I Love You I Love You I Love You only as much as heaven
I will always make you happy and smile
I'll promise you a special girlfriend

You stay next to me & become my eyes,
I will always be in your arms

*We walk while matching our feets, holding our hands
I want to lean on your shoulder and tell you
"Thank you I Love You I will only give you happiness" Kissing you oh my love
Tommorow you are lying next to me in the warm sun
when i sing you a love song you smile
The sweet & happy words "I Love You"
Sweet words "I Love You" Happy Words "I Love You"

SOMEBODY alert:
morning-> inside library
still morning ->table at stairs at lib
evening-> bus stop.

you look cute everyday.
you've got PE tmr,right aft mine. ;p like the music vid,"kissing you! " XD *feels bashful*
~~i look out for you,do you do the same for me?~~ [i must be daydreaming.]

new blogskin

2008-03-02T18:53:00.002+08:00

haha.

finally a new blogskin.
like it?

:) hurhur. 55th post already.
it really takes alot of effort & time to maintain a blog.
you have to worry if you're blogging to yourself or for others to read.
it all matters.
language is one of the important factor.
and your audience.

not everyone maybe interested in your personal life.
everyone's reading range varies.

right?
like YOU who is reading this post now.
haha.

anyway,have a happy weekend! :)

listened to mp3 at 11.29PM

2008-02-29T23:21:00.006+08:00

i love dong bang shin ki.

rising sun's POWER!

Rising Sun Live Performance at A-Nation 2006

micky's rap plus all the english parts.

xiah's husky special voice.

changminnie's scream,high register singing & shouts in songs.

jaejoongie's unique fit-for-all-type-of-songs voice.

yunho's commitment to dong bang.

I LIKE ALL ABOUT THEM for this live performance as well as for every performance they have.

X)

[EDITED]
a video of a performance by BoA & DBSK tgt.
in 2004.
it's so old.

changmin's hair was the best at that time.
it suits him just fine.
why does the hairstylist now give changminnie a ugly girlish hairstyle since O-Jung-Ban-Hup?
it's SO NOT for changmin.
i rather they maintain the cool,stylish guy's haircut for minnie. ><
jaejoongie & junsu's hair were a total disaster. including their shirts.
what stylists did they have when they first debuted?
eek.the stylist has a weird taste.
at leat their image now is way much better compared to their debut.
yunho & micky din have much change,but they did change somehow.

anyway,these 5 dong bang boys are the best.& always be the best,with Super Junior.
haha. XD
& SM shld get better stylists for dongbang.
please dont ruin changmin's beautiful hair.

lazy to update events from previous days since no one reads this.
hahax.

=P bleh.haha. XD

listened to mp3 at 1.44 AM

2008-02-26T01:30:00.004+08:00

PAE CG 08S21

i miss you people.

mrs woo,janice,huanting,
joeyee,hafizah,jia jia,yuna,
jerome,nitin,melvin,kevin,shaun,jasper...

that particular civics period on the day of the posting results.
i will never forget it.

all i can do now is to blame myself.

cry.

be sad.

depressed.

for getting into a ulu ulu CG.

right at the back of the cohort.

08S32.

i rather be squashed in the centre.
i dun wan a rojak class.

T.T

listened to mp3 at 10.04AM

2008-02-24T09:51:00.004+08:00

this ~~sux~~.
i'm not allocated with the subject combi that i want.
i want it to be this.

and i think no one cares. :(

i guess i'll just live with it.for 2 years.
but i dunno if i can cope with it.

expect me to earn big money in China in the next 5-10 years to come.

listened to mp3 at 1.29AM

2008-02-24T01:12:00.002+08:00

recently,i had this thought.

am i a freaking desperate attention seeking person?
i feel that i demand alot from many people,expecting them to follow my orders.

if you all feel that i'm too 'possessive' of you people,I'M SO SORRY!!
i'll do my best to control myself.

i dont know why i've becomed so anxious to ask no14 to add me on msn.
it's really very malu.but why is there such anxiety in me? why do i seem soooo desperate?

and whenever i see my senior go online,i'll 'want' to make him talk to me.sometimes when we talk,he says he's busy,why do i feel disappointed?

is my attention span too short?
why do i always want people to tag my tagboard?[cos other ppl's tagboard is full of tags,while mine is very quiet.]
i dunno why.

i seriously think that i need alot of attention & concern at this stage in time.
i need advice & support from my friends.
if not,i dont really know what to do with this sick,attention-seeking,desperate life of mine!

i appreciate you guys,my friends out there,alot!
please be understanding.
stay by my side & continue supporting me kays?

i love you all!
saranghaeyo!
aishiteru!
wo ai ni men!

xoxo

listened to mp3 at 4.39PM

2008-02-23T15:13:00.002+08:00

IMPRESSIONS

3 days of orientation is enough to leave many impressions of people who i observed.
haha. i met many new people.
new friends were made in order to relieve that loneliness in me.
i was lonely again. all by myself. in a totally new OG.
my friends in my CG wont with me. :/ most of them were in the same family.
there were moments when i really wished orientation didnt have to be repeated.
well,i guess it's kinda impossible to think that way.
the 1st orientation was SUPER SHORT.
obviously,the 2nd had to be a BLAST.

anyway,the programme for the 1st day was like history repeating itself.
boring subject combination talks.
ice breaker games. = wacko (again).
events repeated.it's just only that it's with a different group of people this time.
well,my OG was most probably the longest with the most no. of ppl in the group.
but a thing different from O1 was that,i got to know my OGMs in a much shorter time compared to O1.
haha.those memories...
i cant forget them.

OKAY.i think i'm side-tracking too much. cos my main topic for this post is IMPRESSION.

i shall blog on my impression on someone.
but please just dont misunderstand our relationship okay?
we are nothing more than senior & junior/OGL&OGM/friends.

i did previously blog about him. and i dunno why i'm still blogging about him.
and now i feel utterly embarrassed to talk about him.

BUT.
i just dunno why.it's just sooooo interesting to blog about him.many people talk about him.
he's just so popular(& partly lovable).his popularity just rockets like ........ that.
he's not popular for his looks or what.i guess it's that affinity which he has with everyone that determines his popularity.
he makes mistakes & correct them so "unhygienically". X)
a habit he never changes. he gives you that type of "big brother" feeling.like you will look up to him & respect him.hahax.

hehe.it's so easy to guess now.although i knew him for just 2days[?] or should i say these 8weeks for now,but he's still the same.*tsk*tsk*
he doesnt even know how popular he is.
one of my new friends told me her impression of HIM.
all i could do was laugh.but well,i do agree with her statement.
maybe i'm too shy to admit it.

she says he's
- shuai 帅 [aka good-looking]
- stylish
- charismatic

well.there are some other qualities which she mentioned,but i forgot.
so never mind. if he's reading this, i think he should be grinning now. HOR?
well,i only agree with the charismatic part. at least i know him better than she does,cos that's only her first impression of him.LOL.

so..who is this HIM?
make a guess.

LOL.

happy guessing people!
i love to keep you guys in suspense and keep u people thinking.
=)

how do i confirm my feelings?is it that i only find you cute or it is just a crush?

listened to mp3 at 1.20AM

2008-02-23T01:19:00.002+08:00

P.S I LOVE YOU.

I LOVE WHO?

find out only when you all keep flooding my tagboard.
if not,i shall not reveal my answer.

X)

listened to mp3 at 12.48PM

2008-02-22T23:55:00.008+08:00

HELLO!HELLO!HELLO!

:) TAG TAG TAG MY TAGBOARD!!!

as promised i said i would upload photos & update on events.

China Studies in Chinese (CSC) PAE

haix.kay.i'm unable to put the pic.the stupid system.

haha.sorry.only ONE picture nia.HAHAx.

anyways,as i was saying,there's also our
CHOIR performance at the ESPLANADE on 16/02/2008.
in lieu with HUA YI JEI.
we had really LOTS OF FUN!! X)
it has been ages ago since i last went to the ESPLANADE (aka the durian).
8 YEARS AGO! SO LONGGG~~~
goodness! i really want to share about all the events that took place on the way to the venue & the whole waiting & performance process.but it's gonna be REALLY LONGGG~~~
hahax.so,to make things short,IT WAS CRAZY!!
everyone literally went around cam-whoring. LOL.
choir ppl are like that.HAHA.mingen,ivy asked seekai,malcom & dingyi to take pic too.
so comical la! i was the photographer.LOL.my photography skills not that bad hor?
HAHA.

OH OH OH! many unglam events occurred bt pictures are not provided. & i'm not going to continue elaborating. LOL.
girls were to wear the BLUE "godfairy" gown while guys were to wear SUITS!(XD so envious!)
had to put on makeup.*pouts mouth* blue eye shadow,blusher & foundation. -.-"
i totally detest makeup.but for the sacrifice of art,i 勉强 put on.if i had a choice,i wld rather remain natural looking (ie. NO MAKEUP!)
kays. pictures. lame ones.i dislike taking pictures.
you'll undrstnd why.

me & mingen (:

me & ivy(she was frm the same pri sch as me.HAHAX.)
dunno if she's staying in choir or leaving choir to join interact completely.
haha.

me & eunice [my beloved chio bu section leader(SL) ^^]
eek.i look real retarded in every picture! >.<

me & caixuan. hahax. it's really difficult to give a nice smile,unless you have the coglate or darlie smile.LOL.apparently i dun dare to open my mouth so big cos i got gummy gums.haha.

lastly, my another S2 (soprano 2) senior,liu jun was willing to let me take a picture with me.LOL.

me & liu jun.gosh.i look retarded. :/

hahax.anyway,it was a real fun experience with the choir. XD
I LOVE SINGING!!! not shouting in a "zao sia" TONE.

listened to mp3 at 11.43PM

2008-02-17T23:36:00.003+08:00

short post.
i've got lotsa stuffs to update and blog on.
it's v obvious that when i dun post,activity at my tagboard is real quiet. ;(

*sniffs*
*rubs nose*

anyway,pictures will be up when i'm free.
pictures for CSC,CG,choir performance @ esplanade & 4r1 cny gathering at mrs sim's hse.

:/ two more days to posting results.

anyway,cheryl's a lucky girl. X)

listened to mp3 at 9.42PM

2008-02-14T21:16:00.002+08:00

hello!!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

it's gonna be a short post.i dont usually celebrate v day de.
COS,
1) i dun have a bf.& never a single one in these 16 years so far,so i dont really care much abt it.
2) i dont see the point of spending sooooo much money on useless things.(sri.no offence)
3) and SPENDING MONEY ON V DAY GIFTS = A HUMONGOUS HOLE IN THE POCKET.

so.
v day= no big deal.
HOWEVER.
under peer pressure,i had to give some things to ppl.
SO,i dunno what came over me, & i was stupid enough to buy sth which i couldnt even do.

folding foam roses. -.-
LOL.sorry to those ppl who got a foam rose from me,where the rose eventually unloosen itself.
SO PAISEH! I'M SERIOUSLY A COMPLETE NOOB IN FOLDING FOAM ROSES. I JUST BOUGHT THE WHOLE PACKET YTD. & I SPENT 1 1/2 hours figuring my way out on how to fold the STUPID FOAM ROSE. & my hands hurt alot.haha. you must appreciate my ROSE kay? i spent a long time folding it okay?

if you need repair,i'll repair for you. X) haha. today huan ting was very brave & very cute! HAHA. the lollipop incident has spread ard the whole class.but i dunno about the whole school.LOL. i cant really type out the whole story here.if you wan to know the story,ask her urself. OR. BRIBE ME TO TELL YOU THE STORY! hahax. in conclusion, it is quite a memorable day for huan ting. =D

as for me...-.- you people anyhow think one. i jus feel that 14 is CUTE ONLY. i have no special feelings or what so ever for 14 . SO.ya. nothing happens. it doesnt matter much.

kays. tired liao.v sleepy now. GOODNIGHT PPL!

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY!

HAPPY TOTAL DEFENCE DAY! (in advance.LOL.)

listened to mp3 at 11.52PM

2008-02-11T23:32:00.000+08:00

heyy.
i think i flunk my chem MOLE test.
i'm still stuck at qn 5 for my tutorials. =.-
and i still want to redo my AQ. -.='''
what to do?haix.
sia la.i'm feeling kinda emo now la.
now i'm listening to dongbang's forever love,which is absolutely awesome,cos the tune is really nice.

anyway,those people out there who i know you are not feeling too good now(for today),cheer up kay?i dunno wat exactly happen but cheer up kay?if you need someone to talk to,talk to me.
i'll be there to lend you my ear.but you've got to return me my ear hor.haha. X) smile! smiling is a good exercise for your facial muscles. XD

ANOTHER THING. i got to know CHRISTABEL. YAR. huanting's friend. :) VERY HAPPY TO KNOW HER.COS WE HAVE COMMON INTERESTS!we talked for 1.5 hours lor!so longg sia.but it's not bad. ;) cos we can hit it off well and continue talking.haha.at the risk of our tutorials. =D

SUPER JUNIOR! THIS IS THE POWER OF SUPER JUNIOR!SERIOUSLY.
DONG BANG SHIN KI TOO. i must gather all the kpop lovers in TPJC.
HAHA.and CHRISTABEL just introduced me to FT ISLAND.i heard of them,but never take in much interest yet. haha. maybe i shall see how they fair,aft i get FTI's songs frm CHRISTABEL tmr.
haha.sia la.mass sending tmr. X) haha. i tink huanting cant stand the power of fangirls.
haha.janice too! go comics connection on Wednesday tgt to buy POSTERS!

and tmr i'm going to Lee Lao Shi's house for steamboat.gosh ppl.i've got so many invitations for steamboat! for tmr,saturday's mrs pong's,sunday mrs sim's. & sakae with trish,xin rong,janice & ming en aft posting results.
haha.if you wan to ask me out,book me in adv,people!LOL.
joking la.

short post for tonight. >.< my homeworks' rotting.
haha.gotta chiong tutorials.so this is gonna be a short post.hahaa..
my friends out there,i'll be there for you.always..

listened to mp3 at 5.57PM

2008-02-10T17:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOI SI WON!!!
horse siwon is finally one year older! the most namja & wangja guy in Super Junior!!
stay princely,manly & cute always!! XD

should i continue blogging?haix.

listened to mp3 at 11.06PM

2008-02-09T22:42:00.000+08:00

hello.
3rd day of CNY.nothing much really.
it's all homework.TUTORIALS!! TESTS!!!
darn. my mind wont be able to get a rest from all the thinking of the freaking stack of homework.

hmmph.anyway,a secret of 1month plus is finally out.i dont have to hide my new hp frm my mom.LOL.but the terrible thing abt it,is that sometimes the sound works & doesnt work. and this is really making me very furious.
haix.

haha.anyways,i hv a pile of phy tutorial right nxt to me.
7 MORE QUESTIONS!!!!

fa~la~la~la~lA~

while finding for music videos,i came across many ppl who have videos of themselves singing their own cover of their favourite songs.i really envy them.ok.
frankly speaking,i LOVE singing.that's why i'm in the choir since sec1.
but.being in a choir,there's a disadvantage.
we never get to sing pop songs of different languages.ESP KOREAN POP SONGS.
LOL.sorri ppl.i'm still in the stage of KPOP,whereby now i'm VERY into korean pop music.
songs by korean pop groups are awesome!even i dun undrstnd the meaning of the lyrics,i still enjoy the tune & melody.
sometimes i always feel that ppl,who stick to songs which they can undrstnd the language,very confined to themselves.i'm not critising them.but i do think we should open up more to music of different languages & genres. music is an international thing.there is no limit that you can only listen to songs of your own language.
the essence of music is the tune of the song.i personally feel that the first thing to listen,when you listen to a song,is it's tune.then after,if you decide the song is of ur preference,then listen to it.if it's not,dun even think about listening to it anymore.

LOLx.so anyway,if there is anyone out there,reading my blog & loves to sing,do tell me,then we can sing tgt.HAHA. X) it's gonna be FUN!!!!
ok.here's a vid of a song which i personally like.
천상지희(Cheon Sang Ji Hee)The Grace - 열정Passion (My Everything)
Feat. Super Junior's Kim Ki Bum & SNSD's Im Yoo Nah

HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY,HAN KYUNG!!!!!!!

listened to mp3 at 01.07AM

2008-02-08T00:56:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh.
those memories.....
2years ago.we were young & "innocent".
this video has totally nothing to do with me,cos the guys were in the other holding room playing like dunno wat. & i am in the other holding room with the sops & altos,rotting.

but the main character of the vid: how bojun.is my friend,fellow choir comm member,fellow classmate.
haha,i'm startin to feel nostalgic ald.cheryl,you la....LOL. jkjk.
but really,by watching the video,it really brings back the fun times we had tgt during choir.

just sit back,relax & laugh!

those memories,will forever,be in my heart..

listened to mp3 at 12.48AM

2008-02-07T23:43:00.000+08:00

HEY!

LOL.PPL.I'M FEELING VERY HIGH TONIGHT!!
lol.first day of CNY,i actually rotted at home for the whole day.
at laptop frm morning till aftnoon.
i was supposed to go to my aunt's hse ard 8plus,but in the end,trip was cancelled.

HAHAx. anyway, SURPRISE SURPRISE, i've got a mystery reader who really surprised me that he actually read my posts.
lOL.it's practically lameness. i talked to mark chan online.msn. yeah.
it's like,i really thought he's that type of person who just sticks to his own business and dun bother talking to ppl who he is not really close to [like me.].

i seriously want to post our whole conversation here.but it's really too long.
i was laughing my way when i was talking to him & cheryl. LOLx. i just dunno wat came over me & i was giggling while typing away in conversations.

LOLx. mark really leaves me a different impression aft talking to him. he's really like a big brother. at least i dun feel weird talking to him compared to the time when i talked to justin online ages ago. seriously. although mark's older than me,i dun feel there's a barrier in between us. it's REALLY nice & fun talking to him.ok.i think talking to someone older den you may cause some barrier to form,eg age gap[LOL. XD],language barrier [it's between formal & informal language]. HAHA.

LAMENESS rules tonight.
here's an extract of our conver.

sorry.extract removed by request.

i feel that there's a need to post this up. LOL.

mark reads my blog. & he's a curious lil' kid. and he's gonna question me abt no14 & stuff. [lol.luckily i manage to divert tt qn. & i hvnt given him an answer.]
lamemos.it's obvious i have my blog url in my msn nick. it's practically a "duhhhhh" thing.
another funny extract from our conver.

sorry.extract removed by request.

kkays.he's in the jc way longer than me. & he doesnt even know who are the more popular ppl in the jc. ok. for goodness sake,mark,you are very funny & comical!! HAHAX.
well,for more interesting college gossips,MARK,you can continue reading my blog for updates.
LOLx.sorry,i really like using CAPS for names. it's very nice. i like typing like dat.
anyway,do tag kays? at least i know you are reading.

it's very fun.but i feel very talkative.and despo. :/ i'M NOT DESPERATE. i just dont like conversations which goes 'bland' & 'tasteless' after awhile. that's why i try to talk more okay?
haix.know more about the world! do more discussions on the tagboards.
i'll post some of my thoughts in my posts randomly.

EEKS!!!! I DUN WAN TO TURN MY BLOG INTO A PRO-GP POSTS BLOG!!!!
i'm starting to feel very philosophical. hahax. pardon me for my badly written posts. my english is HORRID.but typing in a more accurate way may help me with my writing skills. to think i actually got "HIGHLY COMMENDED" for my essay which cher sent for the COMMONWEALTH ESSAY WRITING COMPETITION last yr.
LOL.the competition was my first time which i took part in,fyi.

oh.& zhengwei asked me to watch this lame show.
it's in 15parts.
here's the 1st part to the show.
if it's not funny,he tells me to "chop" his head off.if any of you dun tink it's funny,i'll "chop" his head off for u. LOL.here's some proof.

Elmo: Any1 who wan 2 watch CJ7 plz gimme the ticket money...I can tell you a story from Once Upon A Time..It will worth more... says:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6lF32zoAo3w
Elmo: Any1 who wan 2 watch CJ7 plz gimme the ticket money...I can tell you a story from Once Upon A Time..It will worth more... says:
friggin funny go search it's part 1 to 15
Elmo: Any1 who wan 2 watch CJ7 plz gimme the ticket money...I can tell you a story from Once Upon A Time..It will worth more... says:
this is part 1
(; wanling 내 사랑 슈퍼주니어,회이팅!!! says:
lol.
(; wanling 내 사랑 슈퍼주니어,회이팅!!! says:
kk
Elmo: Any1 who wan 2 watch CJ7 plz gimme the ticket money...I can tell you a story from Once Upon A Time..It will worth more... says:
not funny i chop off my head
(; wanling 내 사랑 슈퍼주니어,회이팅!!! says:
ok
(; wanling 내 사랑 슈퍼주니어,회이팅!!! says:
go chop ur head
Elmo: Any1 who wan 2 watch CJ7 plz gimme the ticket money...I can tell you a story from Once Upon A Time..It will worth more... says:
watch finish all 15 parts
Elmo: Any1 who wan 2 watch CJ7 plz gimme the ticket money...I can tell you a story from Once Upon A Time..It will worth more... says:
then you can chop my head
Elmo: Any1 who wan 2 watch CJ7 plz gimme the ticket money...I can tell you a story from Once Upon A Time..It will worth more... says:
lol
(; wanling 내 사랑 슈퍼주니어,회이팅!!! says:
haha.k

Part 1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6lF32zoAo3w
embedding disabled by the user.

enjoy the video ppl.haha.
kays.i'm starting to feel "bland" now.haix.

i will update soon.LOL.bringing in more news from the world and beyond!

X) give me ang baos!!!!! i WANT i WANT!!!

listened to mp3 at 10.04pm

2008-02-06T20:23:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

XD

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
GONG XI GONG XI GONG XI NI AH! GONG XI GONG XI GONG XI NI!

PEOPLE!! I REALLY ENJOYED MYSELF TODAY!
IT WAS A FUN & LOVELY DAY!

our class was seriously lame & persistent this morning abt not having lessons this morning.
we tried all excuses to make both our math & chem tcher not have lesson & tell us the origin of CNY. LOLx.
lame.but i love the class for our lameness. i seriously think our class cannot do without each class member.everyone has their own unique feature.

anyway,CNY celebration was way fun!
1) "DOG" asked to sit nxt to me.LOL.(cos there isnt much space left in the hall)
[poor jerome missed the chance to sit nxt to her.LOL.]
2) we were teasing kevin abt "lorrybang" in the canteen & the hall.
3) our chi tcher sang a new year song with 2 other tchers.
4) performances by CO,chi malay & indian dance groups,cldds,mr bala & proj superstar top 14 JEREMY KWAN JING HAN!!

omgosh.i wasnt really that crazy over jeremy during the pss2 period.i seriously thought it wasnt a big deal la.aiyo,but that little angel inside me urged me to go take photo with him.i was very cold you know. XD but cherilyn & huanting pulled me up to the stage to talk to jeremy. so malu la.
for goodness sake,i'm easily embarassed de leh. XD but in the end,we still talked to jeremy.

he's SUPER UBER FRIENDLY LA! very nice person to talk to. XD omgosh. i tink i was real hiong la. i kept on bombarding him with questions & everything. he's very "cartoon" lor.
haha.very naughty ar. haha.

some facts about jeremy:
1) he's a ex-tpjcian. [not from temasek jc]
2) he's from track & field. [but ponning frequently,cos the captain was his clsmate.so naughty ar... HAHA]
3) he joined a chinese singing competition oraganised by 歌谣学会 in 2002.
4) he's super nice & definitely taller den me by a head.[err.20cm taller to be exact.LOL]
5) he said he'll try to make sometime to support performances put up by tpjchoir. XD
6) he's way better looking during the performance compared to when he went for rehearsal
7) he's very comical & funny.
8) he's got the "gor" material. [ X) not bf material. & i wrote this to make the whole list a nice no. 8 leh. FA!! HUAT AR!!]

extras: most of the time i was talking to him. confession frm ht on the bus mentioning tt she was v mesmerized by jeremy. & she told me nt to snatch him frm her. HELLO. if he can be my gor or bro,it's enough for me.if you wan to go a step futher,he's urs. HAHA.
anyway,i just cant stop talking abt jeremy. HE'S SUPER DUPER FRIENDLY,SUPER DUPER NICE,SUPER DUPER FUNNY!!!! i dont mind if he come back to tpjc everytime. & can be with friends with him. as long as he rmbs me.HAHA. the one stupid thing i forgot to do,was to tell him my name. LOLx.

ya.well,i'm wan ling for your information,if u can see this,jeremy.HAHA.obviously he wont see this la.now he's studying in NUS.LOLx. nxt time huanting,cherilyn will join campus superstar. & i shall be a famous lyricist or translator in the future!

mayb i'll join 歌谣学会 ba.singing is my passion. X) lovely. haha.

me & jeremy :)

haha.here's a old picture of him which i found randomly. [lol.sorry jeremy!haha]
credits to: http://justxiaobin.wordpress.com/2006/11/24/

he's the one in red checked shirt in the centre at the back row.
see the change in him now? so shuai! haha.

hope he attends our choir performances and hope he remembers me.HAHA.

anyway,the interact club brought elderly from some home to our sch to watch our CNY celebration.i seriouslt think they are completely clueless abt what was going on.
hmmm.i really wan to join the interact club. not becos of no14,but because,i wanna make use of my youth bank thing.the account cnt be left stagnant. i hope everything goes well for me this year!! X)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! X)

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST DBSK'S LEADER U KNOW YUNHO OPPA!!

The Ultimate Korean Boys Quiz!!!
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
You will go out with this guy in a couple of years:	Kibum
He will be attracted to you because of your:	love for K-Dramas
You love it when he:	kisses you
You will be together for:	10 months
Eventually you cheat on him with:	Sungmin
Because:	you decided it wasn't meant to be

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