change in link. ask from me.

the place where all true emotions are unveiled.

this is the worst feeling ever.

i need sara lee.

the terrible feeling in me. i cant get over it.
it's real bad. i dont know why it ever existed in me.
i thought it was just so easy to leave the past behind and start over again with a stronger friendship.
being used,the feeling of betrayal,the hurt which i tried so hard to not care about,the conflicts and all.

one year of friendship,arguments,conflicts.
has it ended here?
i want the friendship to stay & the rest gone.

it's too tough for me. sorry for asking & expecting too much,but i have never seen any real effort being put in. it's more of me being consistently discouraged & giving in.
the pain & damage inflicted on me is worse than you can ever imagine.



i have always been a strong girl.
tears dropped.
this has been worse than expected.



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umm. i havent updated for ages. maybe not.
but these few weeks havent been a smooth one for me.
sighs.sighs.sighs.

right. choral exchange programs havent been that pleasing to attend.
even though we have had alot of practices in school,but we always screw up at the exchanges. :/
when will we ever perfect our songs? i'm just so worried.
allelujah has be quite ok.it's getting neater,but there are still more to be done.
however,the most crucial part of syf is the set piece.
freaking difficult. oh god. please tpjchoir, please please please take every practice seriously.
i dont want to lose that face of ours. and i dont want all our efforts to go to waste.
please get that GOLD together.
and to those SCs who will leave choir, i beg of you all to sing your very best before leaving the choir. if not, i dont think it will be any use for your SGC.


down with flu for 1 week already & i'm still barely recovering,cos i've been forcing myself to sing at every practice & i cant sing well as before. the agony DDD: really. i hate this. when can i ever stop worrying for choir? when can i ever stop letting my studies suffer? i really feel like quitting choir for many times. yes, i have thought of it. but when my mom told me to leave choir ever since i was retained, it just hurts me alot to think of the thought of leaving choir. that attachment to choir, the people there, the passion for singing is definitely indescribable.

sheesh.weeks of school has been okay. profiling tests results were definitely disappointing. and so was PW results. TP161 got B for our project. oh thank goodness. i was really scared tht we'll get a D or what. but thank goodness at least i have one A and one B in my result slip for A levels. which means, total focus on A levels these 2 years.


soccer matches in our school are damn fun. :) plus the company too. talked to sara about some stuff which was just basically updates only, matters from last year. and i discovered alot of new truths from someone who has become v frank towards me. and because of our cca, we had more to talk about. :D just that i hope that awkwardness between both of us will go away. thanks for being a good kor since we talked to each other on the first day. ^^


i love watching soccer. <333

yayness! :DDD
profiling tests for 3 subjects just ended today.
and i think i went crazy today.
AND I TOTALLY DID NOT STUDY FOR ANY OF THE 3 TESTS.
all thanks to MY GP HOMEWORK.
& i just felt like dying when teacher said to hand in only on THURS.
wth. i felt like a few thousand pounds dropped onto me.

AIYA. NEVER MIND LOR. hai me chiong like siao and had only 4 hrs of sleep.
and one week of holidays is not helping me. just because choir... -________- took up most of those days. and we had a VERY DISAPPOINTING performance on friday.
i'm just feeling so sad that whatever we done went to waste.
but somehow,i think the juniors have to quickly learn to feel the song with their old soul.
what i want,what the conductor wants, the emotions are just not there.
dynamics & tone are quite bad at this point of time. really.
aishhhh. let me see how to help them on wednesday. most of them are super airy now. sighs.


alright. there's only GP profiling left on thurs & fri.
i can just relax & revise for china studies & chem now.
haha. yay. something worth celebrating is ....... *drumrolls*

alright,i know i'm not supposed to be here updating but suppose to be sleeping.
but i've got some stuff to share with.


okay. i think rogieee's pm is cracking me up! apparently i understand what he means,just that it looks like a potential misunderstanding statement. :D and i'm not gonna tell you who's that certain someone. MUAHAHAHAHHA.


my SHORRY SHORRY SHAWTY SHAWTY albummmmmmmmmm is HERE! :D
yupp yuppp! my dear krisssssyyyyy unni has helped me ordered version B! :)))
thank goodness we ordered as soon as it was released. hopefully we can help add on to their sales in Korea. :DDD

and jiayi! i havent talked to you for agessss! (: i miss fangirling with you la! ^^
YES YES YES! the 13 smexy boys are just so adjshgbfkl GREAT & AWESOME!!!

SHOW YOU AGAIN! INKIGAYO COMEBACK STAGEEEEE~


i love their dance steps!i'm gonna master the steps! (but maybe in 1 year time? lol) haehyukmin are love!!!! our gentleman choi is forever that smexy & charismatic! yay! :D kyuuuuuu is SO HANDSOME. thank goodness chul had his haircut. dont like his,teuk,geng's hair though. someone told me they looked like drug addicts. with all those messy hair. lol. YESUNG'S HOTTER BABYY~ haha. you wont get edited too much,sunggie! lol. :)
ryeomin's collabs & harmonisation are the best ya? haha.
love them like how i love krisyy unni! haha. :D cos they have the best teamwork & heavenly voices that blend perfectly!

anyways, this Sorry Sorry acapella cover is the best! by 8eight.
they are freaking talented & sound heavenly!

i'm gonna put up my collab with mingen & cheryl anne as long as we can perfect our parts like them! :D
haha.i wanna form my own acapella dance group! & be like dongbangsuju babys ;) weeeeeee~~


lalalalalalalalalalalala~ :D

choir's taking up my whole holiday. but i'm loving it. :DDD
but my attempts to finish my homework & revise for profiling tests are FAIL.
sadly,just because, i love the company i'm having during this holidays. :)
thank goodness i'm not a camwhore,if not,your com will lag & hang & whatever many pictures can do to slow your processor. muahahahaha.

i'm definitely loving this choir, cos the improvement after every practice really makes me feel so proud of them. although we were once a nelson choir,now,we belong to ms ong. and i feel the change from last year & this year & the new & old batch. :)

yeah.okay,morning prac was SOOOOOOO groggy. but at least all of us get warmed up faster. Nachkvacht sounded better than all the previous practices. but, sops were still tooooooo FIERCE. not gentle enough,especially the high notes. ermm. no other comments.

bus ride wasnt that fun only except i knocked my head DAMN hard against the seat when i just turned back fast when yvonne tried to take my pic. SHEESH. DAMN PAIN SIA.
siew mai is CUTE. & FUNNY CAN.
we were talking halfway then he choked on his water.
haha. & i was LOLing at him.
BUTTTTTTTTTT his hiccups during Nachkvacht [whatever you spell it] was EPIC! CLASSIC! CHOIGO! JJANG! THE BEST SIA! LOL.
DAMN FUNNY & CUTE! :)))))
the atmosphere was supposed to be "romanticccc", so the choir was sounding so emotional until a break where siew mai couldnt control it & just hiccuped!
FREAKING AWKWARD FOR HIM!
the maestro & the rest of us giggled. it was just SOOO funnily CUTE!

P.S i'm not eyeing on siew mai! haha.

ANYWAYS, today's session is super productive! at least the maestro really brought the emotions out within us. i hope it continues until SYF is O-V-E-R. this is so useful,like seriously.
i wanna make sure the GOLD (hopefully with honours) is coming our way!


OK. WE HAD BAN MIAN. BAN MIAN BAN MIAN. AT ROXY SQUARE.
haha. IT'S THE BEST MAN! LOL
gossip session plus ban mian. woah.
and study session was super UNPRODUCTIVE.
but i enjoyed the gossip session. gosh gosh gosh man.
WE ARE SOOOOO GOSSIPY & maybe not that bitchy.
haha. but here & there,here & there, we could just talk about any random stuff.
CHOIR PEOPLE ARE LOVE <33333.
but one lesson learnt = EASTPOINT BK IS THE BEST CONDUSIVE PLACE TO STUDY OUTSIDE. better than AIRPORT.

i love the choir people who i studied together today :)
sara,amanda,mingen,esther,cheryl anne,ruishan,xiaotong,rebecca,eric,roger youuuuu :D
i think everyone can learn the GEEE~ dance together ^^

I'm Wan Ling,who is proud to be a CassiElf & totally loves K-pop. She still loves her LeeSungMin who lost his innocence to KimHeeChul @ Supershow. She loves ♥ TVfXQ/DBSK/THSK,SUPER JUNIOR the most. A senior fangirl who doesnt fangirl much,but can influence many to become fangirls. She is crazily loving F4's ♥ LeeMinHo,♥ KimHyunjoong,♥ KimBum & doesnt mind being GeumJandi.꽃보다남자 최고!!!

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